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    Could any one maybe email me the ebook from link removed I would pay for it, but I'm a poor college student...
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    I broke NC again, but that's because we share all the same friends so on a Friday night it is inevitable that we will hang out. I guess I should just go LC, not talk to her unless she calls me, is hanging out in a group of friends, etc.
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    Had a dream last night that we got back together... that hurt having to wake up. Day 5.
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    Day 4. I had a lot of fun last night... still thinking about her though.
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    day 3. Having a guys night out tonight... hopefully that will help get my mind off of this. If not at least my best friends will be there to comfort me.
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    Dave, this woman is really messing with your head... don't let her anymore, you deserve better!
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    Kind of angry that she hasn't contacted me at all yet, but this is how it usually is during the week since I work days and she works nights. I wish she would call me in the middle of the night and tell me that she wants me back and that she is willing to work on it... so yea day 2 is over.
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    Cried for the first time in a loooong time today. I haven't been this upset since the break-up. I don't know what it is but I got really down and sad all of the sudden last night. Hopefully day 2 is better.
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    Starting NC again. She has been giving me a lot of mixed messages lately, telling me that if we got back together it would be on different terms and how she is like one of her friends because she always dates a guy more than once but then saying she wants to be single for awhile and then distancing herself from me. I'll see how this goes this time around.
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    I remember this feeling all to well. It gets better, trust me. I still get twinges every now and then of loneliness but not nearly as intense. I remember when she first broke it off and I felt I didn't care about anything anymore. Stay strong Fireman, stay strong. Things will get much better as long as you stick to NC for awhile and let yourself heal from this. Rediscover all the hobbies you once loved, start working out, reconnect with lost friends, but most of all, keep your mind busy until you are strong again. If you ever have a moment of weakness and think you are going to contact them or are feeling down call a best friend, or come to this site! Keep strong, we are here for you!
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    She just instant messaged me. Just said "hey". Took everything out of me to ignore it and log off. I just want to talk to her... I know it won't do any good though...
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    NC for 4 days now. I got in a car accident on Wed. and I posted it as my status on facebook. Lots of my friends called me or sent me a message to see if I was OK but she didn't even seem like she noticed. That really hurt, after 2 years of dating and 3 years of being best friends I thought she would at least send a simple "are you ok?". I'm fighting off emotions of strong anger towards her right now. I don't even want to see her anymore and I've kind of been hoping some guy takes advantage of her so she feels like * * * * . I know these thoughts are bad and I don't really mean them and I wish the best for her, I just think I'm going through the anger stage. I've never been much of a smoker but the last couple days I've been going like crazy. I'm quitting tomorrow, it's not good for me. I need to look after myself now. I would have liked to reconcile, or even be friends, but now I don't care what happens to her. I hope she trips and falls. Disclaimer: I don't actually want any harm to come her way, I actually want her to be really happy, I just really need to vent right now.
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    I get real down when I think of her moving on and finding a new guy. It hurts thinking about her having sex and being intimate with someone else a lot. I don't know if she is ever going to come back and am starting to think she won't. I'm hurt and confused.
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    Oh boy, she cried and said she missed me a couple days ago right? Well I think I jumped back into contacting her a little to fast after she said that. Things have gone right back to how they where. I'm going to do a quick 10 day NC challenge for myself this time around because in 10 days there is a fun party that we both are going to be attending. Just enough time to make her start wondering "Where did he go?" and then for me to be the life of the party chat her up, but don't waste to much of my night talking to her. Then go home and see how long it takes her to contact me! I think I'm going to go for a run now. Good luck fellow NCers!
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    I had the same problem when going NC. Don't worry about it you don't have to make new friends (although new friends are always nice to have). Just hang out with your friends, don't call her or respond to her calls. If you end up hanging out by mistake, just play it cool. Try to keep yourself busy with hobbies and work, MAKE YOURSELF LESS AVAILABLE. Either in time you will heal and get over the relationship, or she might come to the realization that she still has feelings for you and might start exploring a new relationship with you. Either way, use NC to make yourself better!
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    Don't give up hope quite yet. Just a week ago I thought I had completely blown my chances and just today she called me asking to hang out. She then ended up telling me that she misses me so much and that she wants us to work out but just wants a little longer to have some space. I don't want to give you false hope, but I want you to know that not all hope is lost!
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    She called me Sunday night and I was weak and answered. She just wanted to know if anyone was doing anything. I was hanging out with some friends but we were out of town. I find it weird though that she called me first before she called anyone else, maybe she is missing me? I texted her a little later to see if she was working the night shift this week because I decided, "hey if I broke NC I should make plans with her" she didn't respond until the next day, saying sorry she didn't get my text until later and that she is working nights and then asked "what's up?". Haven't responded and don't think I will, going to give NC another try. Day 3 begins again...
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    Keep up with working out. Since my ex broke up with me I've been doing it and I'm feeling great and am starting to think I'm sexy again! It'll put you in a good mood and keep your mind off of them. I think if she sees me again she will regret it at this point, in just 6 days of NC I've made huge changes. If you want your ex to really regret their choice keep up the good work!
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    Day 6, still miss her...
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    Day 5 has passed. I thought about her all day. I find working out helps a lot, keeps my mind busy, and being in shape and looking better helps boost my confidence. I hate not knowing how she's doing or what fun things she's up too. I want to call or text but I know I can't. Today I thought about 2 of my friends who where a couple and broke up. He was so mad at her he refused to talk to her. She started dating someone else for awhile. Soon she broke up with this guy and started talking to her ex again, they have been back together for about a year and a half now, happier than ever. I hope that's how things work out for me (though I'd rather she not date someone, that would hurt). Well hopefully day 6 is better, and hopefully she starts missing me soon.
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    Me too, me too. Day 4 is over and I tried to convince myself all day at work that I was over her. It just made me sadder and feel empty. Hopefully I have fun this weekend, but it's going to be hard. She's out of town visiting some of her friends from college, one who has a crush on her and has told her so. So I'll be worrying this weekend. I kind of wish she would make an attempt to contact me.
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    Day 3 is over. I burst out crying today thinking about not ever seeing her again or never sharing the same kind of connection we use to have ever again. It hurt a lot.
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    Thought about her a lot again today. I know I shouldn't play games or anything but I really want this NC to bring her back, I hope it makes her realize what a mistake she has made. I've been working out again, mostly for me, and I've been trying to pick up new hobbies. I hope to make her jaw drop after these 30 days and I go to talk to her the first time. Had a really long day at work, which didn't help. The fear of never having her in my life again is overwhelming. I want to start something romantic with her again but I know now is not the time. I fear she will never want to reconcile because of how many times and how late after the break up I pleaded and begged with her.
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    spion, I wouldn't do anything you wouldn't for a normal friends bday. Give them a text or a card but make that it.
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