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So day 1 is over. Thought about her all day really. My chest feels heavy and hollow at the same time. I'm in pain and want to contact her, but I know I can't. It makes it a little easier since this week she has to work the night shift and I work the day shift. She is going to be gone this weekend visiting some of her friends, one of which I know has interest in her. Worries me, but I try not to think about it. I also think she may be heading into a rebound relationship with another guy that I sort of know, he is a good guy, but we had been starting to hang out more and I though maybe being a loose friend would turn him away from this... I guess not. Hope I can stay strong for the next 29 days. Wish me luck!

Ok thanks. I've been having such a hard time not looking at her facebook today, It's driving me crazy!

Another question, what does LC stand for? And I'm still wondering what to do if I see her when I'm hanging out with some of our mutual friends.

Starting NC today... My gf broke up with me about a month ago because she wanted to experience being single and felt I was suffocating her. I'm so broken up about this. It hurts so bad and going NC with her is going to be really hard... expescially now that there is most likely a new guy. I still want her back. Am I allowed to see her by chance (we share almost all the same friends). So what if I go to hang out with my friends and she is there? Do I ignore her? What do I do? 06/16/08 9:00 a.m.