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    I think for now I need to post on here everyday. I used to post everyday and when I got away I started contacting him and we were hanging out and that is where I got hurt. It does fade if you are on here to get over the person. Not if you are here for advice on how to get them back. I could sit here and ask everyone why my ex left. What he is dating a woman going through a divorce with two kids when he did not even like kids and we never talked about them the whole 4.5 years we were together but where will that get me. It will get a bunch of people saying get over it work on you. Noone knows the answers lets all just remind eachother to get stronger a day at a time. All I had was a relapse. I am not sure when day 1 starts as I did contact him earlier but am vouching not to now so is today day 1 or tomorrow.
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    Thanks NewDilemma. I just feel so rejected but I need to remain strong and not text. I guess I can post the texts on here so I do not send them to him.
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    Ok so I am on day zero as I failed miserably after finding out everyone knew he was screwing the copy machine girl... At first I got mad and texted him saying I was humilated and everyone knew and all his friends were so disgusted with him. Than I went to bed. I slept good which was nice for a change. Then I woke up and I needed to know if he was still seeing her as these friends do not see him all the time and they are my friends. (they are mutual friends that we both knew before we dated). I have been friends with them all since high school and I believe the same is true for him. So I texted him about 8 times saying I needed to know the truth I could not take hearing it from someone else. I could not take anymore humiliation. NO response. What is wrong with me..
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    Thanks getmeback. Day 2 is proving to be hard. I want to know why he did this to me and he is going through this AA process and said he will make amends someday. So apparently someday I will know.
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    Thanks stillsmiling
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    Day 2... thinking about dating again. I need to move on... How could I have been so blind for so long. I just feel like noone will want to date me and it hurts like hell that he was dating her while still hooking up with me
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    What test??? I have not read through everything but being freaked out is fun
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    I tried this before and failed but I am ready this time. Today is day one of the rest of my life. No more ex I am very excited about this...
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    We are no longer together because he had some big family issues that involved us and he was not strong enough to get past it. He thought he could but he couldn't. His parents are very selfish controlling people. But in the end he does not yet have his family or me... He has himself and he is fixing himself.. Whatever that means!!!!!!
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    Today I am started no contact again. I keep failing because I am too nice. Well now I am mad and I am sticking to it. Even if he texts me I am busy!!!!!!!!!!
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    Day 1 again of NC. I have not been contacting him. He usually contacts me... So I am feeling good about that and me...
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    Well I did have contact today because of said reasons in my last post. It went well. Kept it very casual. We are going to get together tonight to go to a meeting. I did not ask. I said I would let him know.
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    Day 4. I will see him today to give him the dog back. His flight just landed He did not contact me I just know what time.... Today is hard!!! Rohded that sounds wonderful I hope the best for you!!!! And thanks for the encouragement. He did say he misses me but not enough to ask for me back LOL!!!
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    Day 3 NC. I am starting over again and have not heard from him in 3 days. He contacted me last. I just wonder does he still think about me. We were together 4.5 years and it has been almost 3 months since the break up and 2 weeks since we last hung out. We had such a good time and then I made a big mistake in my life and even though that mistake did not involve him I know I have ruined my chances. So I am doing NC. I know I will see him tomorrow as he needs to pick up the dog so I am baffled at how I will not be able to contact him tomorrow
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    Day 1 So I am starting today so today will be day 1 for me. I did respond to am email he sent me yesterday this morning. Nothing dramatic, just letting feelings go. I hope I do as well as a lot of you. I want to get through this and be strong.
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