jaybonte

did u ever think that mayb she doesnt really want to or mayb just wants to hear his voice to comfort her

but the one thing that i told her to do was stay with him. she broke up with him on the phone 1 night but i told her not 2 do it for me n then she called him back n said she was drunk or something.

i dont think u did anything wrong either but mayb some little reminded her of her past relationship and she felt insecure or w/e if u talk to any of her close friends mayb u should ask them what happened with the past relationship n u can c y she is acting like this

i forgot to mention that if her b/fs mom dies hes gotta move to cali n thats a far away place from mass. i dunno i prolly wouldnt have done this if she wasnt on tonight. she said she wanted to talk 2 me but she didnt come on like she said she would so now i gotta wait till tommarow

so last week i told my best friend carolyn that i liked her. n it turns out that she liked me for 2 years(since weve been friends). so she also told me that she liked me. the only problem is that she has a boyfriend. now she told me before that she would leave him for me but i dont want her to leave him because i think she really likes him.but then the next day she says how much she loves him. the only thing that makes me not want her 2 break up with him is that his mom is like really sick n the medication she has 2 take makes her sort of crazy(she hears things n yells n its crazy). n she isnt going to last muh longer. shes been goin out wit him for 5 months. but i dont know what i should do. i like her and i would love to hook up but i just feel dumb n like i shouldn't have told her because now i feel weird when ever i see her and i cant reallt talk to her the same way. i think i messed up