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  1. AngryHeart
    Day 5. Er, it's getting easier in a way but alos harder. Does that make any sense to anyone?!
  2. AngryHeart
    Day 4. I'm surviving. The nights are the hardest. Last night was horrible I didn't sleep until this morning at like 10. I just couldn't shut off the memories. It's only been 2 weeks so it's expected I suppose. Not heard anything from him since 3 days ago.
  3. AngryHeart
    Er apparently Day 3 I thought it had been longer than that. My God, seems like forever! Not feeling good today, missing him and wondering what he's up to..wondering if it involves other girls I VERY nearly texted him, but luckily made a thread on here and some very brilliant people slapped me back into reality. I'm glad I didn't. Gotta be strong and respect myself.
  4. AngryHeart
    Still day 2....really missing him tonight. Want to contact him, but I won't.
  5. AngryHeart
    Day 2 Nothing from him today yet. I'm feeling okay...missing him but I'll be alright. I'm seeing my nephew in his school play tonight, so looking forward to that. I'll be fine in time.
  6. AngryHeart
    Wow, so many people are getting results by NC! It's inspiring!
  7. AngryHeart
    ^ Good luck. Back to day 1....AGAIN, lmao. I feel more positive about NC right now thugh. I think it is because when I was talking to the ex I realised nothing is going to come of it yet, if ever. It was just small talk and it hurt. I also couldn't help but tell him I miss him, etc So here I am again. I CAN DO IT.
  8. AngryHeart
    Well, I failed. I gave in to replying to a pointless text message, which led to small talk, then me giving him advice on not running away from problems, telling him that I'm not ready to be friends yet, asked if he understood. No reply. Feel like crap basicaly. disappointed in myself, confused as to waht he wants, etc. etc. yeah.....which I never did it, he's back in control I guess which sucks
  9. AngryHeart
    Jack, I know how you feel. I feel so guilty for not replying to my ex when he left me without telling me it's over, he just went and ignored me for a week, then text me today telling me he has no hard feelings, we're "friends", and he hopes I find Mr Right, blah blah..yet I feel bad for ignoring HIM, lol. Lovemeorleaveme, you're right. Make him miss him. This was his doing, and he shouldn'y really expect to be able to just be the best of friends with me, only a week after he coldly ABANDONEND me! Does he really think I'm going to welcome that with open arms? Maybe he is having regrets because it was heat of the moment in anger like the last time he did it, maybe he's not. There are so many reasons this could be. But you're right, it's too much too soon. I'm going to try my hardest not to give in to this naggin impulse! Thanks a lot for you replies to me, I appreciate it. I'm here for you hun if you need to talk
  10. AngryHeart
    Day 3 He text me again Telling me he "had" to tell me about meeting the best friend of a local rockstar that I love, tonight. Why does he feel the need to tell me that after he so coldly left me, and ignored me for a week? Maybe he's feeling guilty so is tryna be chummy? ButI really wish he hadn't text me because... 1. I now don't know what to do. I know the right thing is probably to stay NC, but it's confused me and made me want to break it even more. 2. It's stopped me feeling angry, now I just feeling sad, confused, and guilty. 3. I feel guilty for ignoring him...doesn't feel right. 4. I just don't know if I can do the whole small talk or friends thing. 5. It's left me wondering where he was tonight to have met him, and who he was with, etc. I shouldn't reply should I?
  11. AngryHeart
    Got a text from my ex-BF about an hour ago. Saying, "I have not and will not ever say anything bad about you. I have no hate towards you.I will always consider you a friend and hope you find Mr Right one day." ....dunno what to think really. Wow, I'm hurt. I know it's a "nice" message but...I don't understand why he left me. Sure I wasn't perfect, but I gave him everything I possibly could. And he left me without even explaining to me, and ignoring me up until this point. I'm not going to answer....I've said my goodbyes before, and don't really know what to say to that anyway. I guess that's the only closure I'm gonna get. But why can't HE be "Mr Right" why doesn't HE feel like he is, he used to tell me he was. I don't know what he means by the friend thing, maybe he thinks we're gonna be friends...but I can't do that. At least not for a while. So yeah...NC still. I'm sitting here crying my eyes out.......it hurts so bad.
  12. AngryHeart
    Day 2 I'm really missing him....a lot. Keep hoping my phone will go off and it be him. No contact from him since the night he left (a week ago)
  13. AngryHeart
    Day 1 Well, I have soo far to go. I'm not feeling too bad right now, but not good either. It's so hard to get my thoughts off him, wondering what he is doing. I look at the time and I think "he'll be driving back from work now" etc. I KNOW it will go, and I KNOW I will be ok eventually. I've been here before. It's just disappointing. I hope I manage this NC. Going out tonight with my mum and sister, should be pretty good. At least I'm getting out. Hope everyone is alright - stay strong
  14. AngryHeart
    Thanks, hun. You're right, even if we do get back together we need some time apart. And if he wants me he will have to let me know. I feel like cr@p right now. Lonely, betrayed, worthless, guilty. I feel like I've done something really wrong, like I'M the one that is ignoring him when it's him ignoring me. I feel like I want to go over to his and give him a big cuddle. But he obviously doesn't want that. Or he isn't willing to say so (he's tooo stubborn) Yeah, NC at least for 30 days. Let's see if I can do it.
  15. AngryHeart
    Well, I'm in! I text my "boyfriend" (need to get round to saying ex, but it's so hard without the closure) this evening for the first time in 2 days (we've not been together for 5 days) I've asked him like 10 times to let me know if we're still together or not, where I stand, and he never replied. So tonight I told him that he must not respect me, etc. and basicaly said bye. He obviously broke up with me but couldn't even TELL me, * * * ? Even if he was thinking about getting back, it's probably no use, I don't want to be ignored and left like that after any argument. He's done it before too, and Iforgave him and he promised he wouldn't do it again. But he did. It proves how much he cares, so I'm doing NC. If he really loves me, he'll come to me I guess. So from tomorrow I'm on day 1.
  16. AngryHeart
    OMG, NOW I NEED SEX. WHERE IS MY MAN??? Damn this thread.
  17. AngryHeart
    LMALAMAO.Dunno why but this topic really amused me. If my BF gets an erection when we kiss, er..that's good and I grab it But ermm...he doens't get one everytime we kiss. Am I doing something wrong? lol.
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