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  1. AngryHeart
    Don't do it, huni! You have come such a long way, and you are soo strong He's not worth your attention right now (if ever) You're just having a rough few days, but you will feel better again soon, and will really regret contacting him. I know it's so tough, but try try try. *hugs* Day 4. I'm feeling OK. I'm a bit peeved he's not contacted me yet, since he wants to be "friends" Still I know it's early days, and that his friendship isn't real anyway. I just wish I could stop thinking about him and totally erase him out of my life. I still think about him all the time, and yeah it still hurts, but so far I'm doing better than I thought I'd be having started NC over again. He knows where I am so in a way, this NC is a test to see if his "friendship" is real. As well as for me to heal of course. I do miss him though and wish we were together, how it was. I was so happy with him and he acted like he was me too. I don't understand him i really dont. He's now taking a self destructive path that's probably only gonna end up with him hurt. If he had just stayed with me......*sigh*
  2. AngryHeart
    Well, it's day 3 technocly. Feeling good about it just now. Had a reallly good night with friends, and made a pact I will see them more and have more fun. Yeah, I miss him, but I think if I can keep NC up I will be OK and heal faster.
  3. AngryHeart
    lol, you can post as much as you want
  4. AngryHeart
    ^ LOL. Good luck, Lexion, Crows, and everyone else!!! Day 1 (again) is almost over now. He's gonna wonder where the hell I got to this time. Because we're apparently "friends" (yeah right) and I acted like I'm fine with that and that I was moving on. But now I'm gonna go NC out of the blue, so he's gonna be like "hhmmm, where did she go?" Which of course isn't the real reason I'm doing it, but it sure helps to think he's gonna wonder where his so-called friend got to. He already think I've gone on a date. Good. He took a look at his life, said he needed change, and I was part of the garbage I supose! This time I better keep NC up...grr!
  5. AngryHeart
    It'll be back to 2 days in 5 minutes, lol...I'm an idiot!
  6. AngryHeart
    Day 4 - Feels like this time I will keep NC up. I'm sick of bothering with him!
  7. AngryHeart
    Day 3 feeling OK right now
  8. AngryHeart
    Are you sure that was purely accidental
  9. AngryHeart
    Day 2. Grrr, wish it was longer than that. Shame I gave in, but on the other hand,I feel I have some sort of closure. He didn't even have the decency to reply to me, and be nice in the slightest. So that says a lot to me. I guess we all reach a certain "boiling point" Here's to many more days of NC.
  10. AngryHeart
    WELL DONE!, LilBear. That's great
  11. AngryHeart
    Back to Day 1 I was doing well, and then one slightly drunken night made me send him an "I miss you what are you doing throwing me away" type email. Atlough I saw it coming before that night, just the alcohol added to the urges I guess. Nevermind eh. I told him if he's not got anything nice and important to say, to not even reply. Well, that was early hours Sunday morning. There's a chance he's not read it, or is thinking about it all -- who knows? But until then it's NC again. And if he never answers, I got my answer and it's time to block him.
  12. AngryHeart
    *sigh* I broke NC.........................waiting on a reply, IF I ever get one. If not? Really time to move on and cut all ties.
  13. AngryHeart
    Day 10 - Not feeling too bad right now, but still thinking about breaking NC. *shrugs*... Hugs to ma thugs!
  14. AngryHeart
    Day 9 Yeah. Missing him and all the rest of it as usual. Well, Valentines Day is over, so that's something I guess! I hate weekends though -- miss sleeping at him, and now keep thinking maybe he has another woman sleeping with him instead. UGH!
  15. AngryHeart
    *sigh* Missing him terribley right now... I will not break NC though...at least not for 30 days. Nope. No how, no way.
  16. AngryHeart
    Don't beat yourself up about it. You did what you did, you said what you said. Screw him and what he thinks! Now it's NC NC NC Yeah bloomin' phones, emails, and IMs eh!!! Nothing but trouble, lol.
  17. AngryHeart
    I guess it's offically Valentines Day. Not feeling good. It's not even a big deal to me usually -- but now I just keep thinking he's probably with his new bird, doing the things we were meant to do together. I'm feeling sh!tty right now. Day 8 btw.
  18. AngryHeart
    Wow, congrats love4life Do you ever feel like contacting him still? Still day 7 here! Valentines Day tomorrow....gah. But I'll be OK!
  19. AngryHeart
    I thought I might be pregnant, and he was the only one who could be the dad! But lukily the doctor said no, it was a false alarm.
  20. AngryHeart
    Officialy the 7th day. I went about 4 or 5 weeks before, but then it all came pouring back again, and I had a scare so I contacted him.
  21. AngryHeart
    Yup. That feed the bird theroy is TRUE, don't care what anyone argues. Doesn't mean they'll want you abck of course, but humans really are that way.
  22. AngryHeart
    You go, Sparkle and gorilla!!! You can do this. I'm proud of ya both! Well, another 3 hours and then it will be onto day 7 again, for me!
  23. AngryHeart
    Yeah, I really really miss the good times. I miss the sweet romantic times, the funny silly times...his cute little face.......
  24. AngryHeart
    I do feel powerful sometimes. But then I get on a big downer again. My mum just said something that kinda upset me. I told her the ex didn't email back the last time. She said "he never really did much at all since you split up, did he?" Oh thanks for the reminder, mum! Grrr. Whatever. It will be a week tomorrow.
  25. AngryHeart
    Well, we just can't always get what we want.
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