Been_Down_Almost_Every_Roa

And she might be blunt, but perhaps not completely honest, Ikatu. There is a difference. She might tell you of things that really bother her, but would she tell you things that would really bother you? Sacrifice your feelings for honesty? You need more time to figure this out, but do not mistake me. The decision will ultimately be your own. Think. Then Act.

BTW, I realize that post was 3 years old, but if you are still on here at times and still needed help, I tried my best.

Hey there. My Name is Angel. I hope its ok to call you Tex, forgive the pun, it's just shorter. Funniest thing,...I was directed to a wrong website on an assignment on helping kids cope with Abuse. I'm even a bit embarrassed to tell you this (along with everyone else around come to think of it). Well, like my screen-name implies, at my young age, (24) , I have indeed been down almost every road. I think I might be able to help explain your husband's problem. Here comes the embarrassing and potentially suicidal part.... Tex, I've kinda felt the same as your husband, with some well, I was going to say big differences, but to many, it wouldn't be considered a very big difference at all. I like to look at 'lolikon', which is ANIMATED pictures with models that look somewhat underage. Some more than ot6hers. Most of it I like, because most girls on there look like about 15 or 16 or so. In my opinion, that is sexy. But, there is a catch. They are only 'sexy' to me because they are animated. They are not REAL. If they were real, I would be disgusted. I'm a weird person with an open-mind for almost anything except true immorality in this world. Like you said, there is definitely something wrong with the man who took those pictures..of HIS OWN DAUGHTER! That is so beyond wrong. This should not happen in real life. Tex, You seem like you are a genuinely loving woman, and more than one helluva wife. A very concerned good wife. *sigh* Now...I'm going to put some disturbing thoughts into your head. Its the only reasons in all my experience that I can think of why he would do these things. One: When your husband was around that age, he was molested or raped by someone close to him, consequently, he was too young to realize that he had been victimized and actually came to like what happened to him, or pushed it out of his mind completely. Thus the deep-seated sub-conscious thought that others that age probably think the same way...but also, he feels ashamed of it, (everytime you come in the room, he turns it off or shuts the door) so he knows its wrong. But he can't help but listen to the influence of his past. That, or TWO: ....two...Tex, you have to come face-to-face with the possibility that there just might be something very wrong with your husband. In that case, as one of the people before me posted,... you must get him to seek help, and if not, seek help for him. It is probably in no way his fault he feels these things, and I'd hate to see a woman as good as you suffer with that pain. You've already taken the first step. This site. You've already begun to seek help. Keep it up. I just hope you don't mind taking advice from someone as weird as me. Your husband probably will never admit he was ever molested or anything of the sort, but it is a DEFINITE possibility. I don't know your husband, Tex. So I don't know if he'd ever act on these feelings,...but you must assume responsibility for your knowledge and WATCH him like a hawk around kids. It seems mean and cold, but it is a neccessity if you are to protect any child from enduring the same pain. It's in your hands now, sweetie. ....I really do wish you all the luck and prayers in the world. If you need to talk with me further, or WANT rather(instead of NEED. I doubt you'd ever need to speak with me.) Post here again, or I believe my E-mail is supposed to be posted somewhere on my profile. Good luck, ---Angel