Sword Breaker

No offense to anyone who believes it, but I think its a pretty bogus concept. It's basically saying that EVERY little thing we do has a giant significant purpose to what will happen in our life. But this means that all of the hard work and determination we go through looses value, I don't like that idea one bit.

Oh yeah I forgot about but I had heard that mixing nationality actually is beneficially to humans in general, because it gives them strenghts from each nationality or something. I can't remember where I heard this though.

eh, the problem is mostly too much pride in a persons nationality, I don't care what nationality I was born as, I just glad im a human. As a human I want to share my life with a human, thats all that really matters to me.

I'm not really "wussy" as I will do anything to protect whats important to me. Feelings do alter your logic and I mean emotional not physical feelings. I am very logical, to the point to where I will not listen to someone who does not display it, but when my feelings become strong I can't reason very well, and when I do, I tend to make lame excuses for my actions and choices, it sucks. I actually don't know what the deal is with most of us males and not being able to display it, I can understand my feelings I just don't trust many people because of sistuations I've been it. But I sometimes people I talk to online confused me for being a female because of how much I understood some things which is sad I geuss...

A little background Well for some unkown reason, perhaps a miracle, I have met someone that seems to REALLY like me for exactly who I am. I consider this an amazing acomplishment in itself, to the point to where Im just paralyzed from being stupified when I think about it. Any way... on with my scenario. Okay I am friends with this girl and we met like towards the last semester of highschool and we actually have a lot in common and mean to the point to where have the same comments in certain occasions and I mean EXACTLY the same comments. I actually did notice that she wanted to go from being school friends to actual friends, but I was in a situation where I was kind of oblivious (maybe lazy would be more appropriate), so I didn't respond to her as best as I could but I did respond positively. Well anyway she asked me for my number (You can critisize at this, but remember, I had NO IDEA that she wanted to still do things after highschool). I was so surprised that I didn't know what to say, I basically stood there and tried to look for a pen (that I knew I didn't have), to get her number as well, but I screwed that up too. Well, summer started and I had went about my own life with my close friends and eventually she did come up. After a while I started feeling like crap for how much emotion she put into wanting us to still do things and me not responding in the best way, so I decided to write her a casual letter and add a picture I drew, because its the best thing I can naturally do. Well anyway, I waited a few weeks and didn't get any confirmation from her that she got the letter, but I wasn't really mad I was just scared it didn't make it there (and I also stayed up till like 4:00 am trying to "perfect" it, yes, I did have trouble staying awake trying to finish). Anyway, I forgot about the letter but there was something coming up I decided to invite her to it. I didn't really have a way to contact her so I kind of freaked out at this point, but a friend of mine was able to contact her and she did get the letter and apparently she liked it A LOT and she was still dying to hang out with me and felt bad that she didn't write me back yet, but she said she would and not to freak out. Well anyway we had some last thing at our school to meet all of our class mates before we all go our separate ways (I didn't really want to go but my friends insisted). While I was there she showed up and like screamed and it kind of surprised me, then we hugged and if I did it for any longer my lungs would have been crushed. We talked and I was able to ask her if she wanted to go with me and my friends to this event and before I could even finish asking my darn question she and her friend said "yes!" And this is where the problem kicks in, I'm more than happy that her friend goes, the more the merrier I say, but I was planning on paying her way and now that her friend is going thats just more to pay. I think I should pay both of their ways but ALL my firends say if worst comes to worst not to pay for her friend. Its about thirty bucks for all of us, but I don't want to spend a lot of money at the event and I was planning on doing events with her that may cost money. I don't want to take like 100 bucks (thats insanity). What should I do? Ugh... I'm not freaking out about this but I'm not sure what I should really do as it's coming up pretty soon. I want to know the best way to go about this. Thanks for reading all this stuff! I like giving the whole scenario.

Hey, I guess I'm new and I got a prob. Theres this girl I used to go to school with, who I think may like me. The strange thing is that I have no idea why. I mean we do have some similar likes, but she seems slightly feminist yet she is nice to me when I do things for her. I'm pretty certain its not infatuation. I overheard talks about me when really not anything special. She also seemed to try and be open to me when we dont know each other that well. She is friendly, but this is like "freakish"!