revelation27

well to be quite honest im tired of hurting like this....i really am ready to move on with my life wish i could find someone that will catch my interest and treat me good one good thing is that i havent cryed about it in a long while

well my quick story me and my g/f went out for a year she broke up with me on our one year anniversary which was on feb 25th i pretty much been ok with it all probably because we broke up several times in the past we shoot pool together on a team last night i saw something i wish i wouldnt have she showed me that she was wearing this thong that drives me wacky it was so sexy i couldnt get it out of my mind.....but this morning i woke up feeling so lonley its not even funny me and her have remain friends im her best friend guess what i miss the most is holding her at night we used to live together just wish i had someone to have right here right now to hold me just wanted to vent out a little bit thanks for listening u can reply if u have anything to say about this

ill make it quick we went out for a year and it was very serious she broke up with my sunday (our 1 year anniversary) i do feel hurt but we broke up several times throughout the relationship and this time it doesnt hurt as bad as it did in the past i sorta expected it to happen again i have to see her tonight because we shoot pool together on the same team.....im scared that im gonna see her and feel all kinds of pain and get upset......give me some advice on how to handle myself tonight she said she wants to see if we can be friends but i dunno give me some advice please on how to handle tonight

well she finally called me today and broke up with me guess i wasnt good enuff

no she never said that actually we had plans last nite but never talked to her.....this woman has became very confusing today would be 1 yr that we been together and well she wont answer the phone\

things have been really good last couple of weeks since we got back together....we hung out together all day wed and night departed company around 10pm we had a long day made plans for the weekend and etc but she said something troubling said i dont wanna be in a relationship where i feel commited to have to do something every weekend.....so i tried to talk to her about it thursday evening but she said she is stressed out and doesnt wanna get into it think i may have aggrovated her because i tried to push her to talk and i told her look i just wanna communicate so this can work this time but it never happened

no she isnt out of town i know that for sure i have to pass her house on my way home from work and her car was gone this morning and back this evening

ok i make it brief we werent arguing been together for a while both grown adults...i had flowers delivered to her yesterday and she hasnt called me or anything about em.....even tried to call her a few times, even left a voicemail saying call me its important....what the heck?

well i guess i need to learn new ways to make her happy and arouse her so if u have any tips give me some

well we dont live together so i cant do all those things for her....it just happens its never on a set day or time it just happens sometimes last time was on a weekday during the day after doing a bunch of errands

ok now im even more confused hehe i thought i was doing some things right guess i have alot to learn here

LOL no i dont just come up to her say ok i want some i know that wouldnt work....but i do try foreplay and she stops me quick guess she knows what im trying to do....she doesnt really get me the opportunity to try to get her in the mood

yea we have issues just like any other relationship but things are a bit different this go around and she said 2 days ago i like the way things are now with us i am very happy i am too i am very happy but just that 1 lil minor problem and if i gotta go on with this relationship with no sex at all then so be it i care about her and dont wnat her to be uncomfortable

yeah she has....when we do have sex she sure doesnt act like it bothers her at all

same woman yes we got back together