Well, last night I spent a couple of hours again with that girl. It wasn't anything date-related, but we chatted a bit. All that's been going through my mind this morning is "all you said to her last night was wrong." A lot of small things - like we were talking about work and I somhow happened to mention my income. I don't even make a lot money, lol, but somehow I think it made me look like an @ss. All it does is add to the weight of knowing that I probably already stand no chance with her. I can't help but always analyze the probability of anything happening with a girl. Like trying to recall every guy she hangs around with, how much affection she shows towards other guys and how their chances compare to mine. The conclusion is usually not in my favor. How can I get past the fact that there are like 50 other guys that she's aquainted with who are more sociable and better looking, and so stand much better chance with her?
Whether I'll hear from her again I don't know. She has my number.
EDIT: (damn, can never get everything in one post..) Btw, I never used to have these problems as a kid. I remember that in my pre-teen years I had a ton of friends, and was far from a quiet, introverted kid.
Thanks for your suggestions, Haven. Maybe I do simply need to learn how to communicate with girls, and not necessarily always expect a relationship. There are quite a few helpful ideas I saw on this forum, definitely gonna try at least some of them.