At this time I'm confuse. Well everything's been fine until 2 years old I had this terrible dream. In my dream I was like around 4 years old and an older kid of like 8 years old or 9 (which turns out to be my older cousin who's 4 years older than me) starts getting inside me and like abusing me. Weird thing to dream about. And two weeks ago, I had that same dream again, of me being 4, him 8 and raping me while I lie there like scremaing or crying. This is creepy cuz my cousin gets along with everyone and yes he does have a g/f. Told him about that dream last time, he kept saying I must be so stress out on something or having issues with myself that it makes me have bad dreams and there he goes on with that long explanation. So I dunno if this dream is something my mind is trying to remember, did it really took place or is it just a dream? He'll be turning 24 and I'm 19. So dunno cuz the dream look real. How do I find out if this really happned or not since he denied it and I don't recalled any of that. If I can't remember that, then why do I dreamed of it at times.
