lexy

I can say i still think of you. But the memories that come are the bad things you put me through. I know you wanted me to be with you. But consequences come too. I got involved with the cops. Thats when i lost all my moms trust, all because of you, you said we weren't going to get caught. That's when ideas came about leaving you, my heart dropped. Now i learned my lesson that you taught. but oh well that is life so thank you for teaching me that lesson now i know whats right.

I really liked your poam. I am glad your sister liked it. Good Job!!

Why you?? why did you have to be the one they chose. You were starting to bloom out like a rose. I know you weren't a good person all your life. Those bad things were in the past and you finally knew what was right. I miss you so much i cry almost every night, and now you will no longer be in my sight. I cant understand why they had to take you away. "Hey big bro wats up" is what i can no longer say. Now your gone and that is not okay. It sucks that the person who killed you was a close friend of mine.I dont know what was going through his mind. Weren't you guys friends or was you friendship just a big lie. Man this is really hard to write. Now i know that people in Eloy are fake. Every morning i look up at the sky and wonder if you are watching every lil step i take and every single move i make.It's hard to believe that you are gone.And for Bud to do this to you is wrong. And for me to get over this shock is gonna take long.

Thanks for all of your encouragement! I love to write poetry and your compliments make me want to keep it up!

Seeing your number on the caller I.d of the cell phone. I answered it and your voice made me feel unalone. So i decided to write this poem. I was so glad you called me. My heart starting pounding faster Cause i knew you calling me is what i need. To cure my emotions you're the master. But it still hurts me that we are no longer together. I hate to try to hide my feelings. And i try to be my best at appeasing I loved the way you responded to my other poem. You made feel so much stronger. And me thinking you dont like me will be no longer.

i like that poem and did not know went wrong but hoped you liked my song it was just for u you had me going crazy about you we were to far apart but if it makes you fill better your still in my heart your my number one superstar

I hate the fact that u get beat. Why dont u leave him? There are alot more boys out there to c. Yeah u been with him for 3 and a half years. But it doesn't matter cause all he does is fill u'r eyes with tears. Why dont u leave him? He treats like S*** Is it what u like, is to get hitt? Please open u'r eyes and realize he is not the one. You are 18 with 3 kids you gotta move on. You've had your family by your side for very long. Just leave him and live with mom. Sis i love you and i dont want you to go the wrong way. I dont want you to end up like mom so please leave him today. And always have your eyes on the kids. That is all i gotta say.

I thought How could u say u wanna be wit me 4 ever and then dump me. I dnt understand how u could jus pick up and leave. plz explain 2 me cause i need help understanding. I really thought u liked me. And me getting over u isnt what i c. U in my life is what i really need. But u dnt wanna be wit me so i am gunna have to move on 2 someone knew. that is something i dnt wanna do. Because i fell in wit u. I thought u wanted our relationship 2 stay strong. U were saying all kinds of stuff about it lasting long. BAby u even sang me a song. You made me fall in love and then u go and do me wrong. I thought u were the perfect one. But now me and u are done. And yes i still love u but i aint gunna waist my time on trying 2 get back wit u. so officially me and u are through.