Recently I was on business out of town for about 10 days. I met someone, we got close, and before we knew, we were in bed. Both of us have been married for 6 years, we both have kids, and we both were having an affair for the first time. We knew all will end by the time we go back to our families and it is very likely that we will never meet again.
However, as the time passes by, I get more confused and unable to continue with my "normal" life. I've always believed that having an affair is an awful thing and honestly trusted that I will never experiece that - either as cheated or cheating person.
Until the time this hapened, I trusted that I had a normal if not happy life and relationship with my husband. Now it seems that I am more critical, more resentful and nervous. I try to remember and revive the romance between us, expecting that he will tune to my waves and make some effort to awake the passion, the tenderness, that special love feeling.
I really want my happy relationship back, but it seems my husband is not bothered with the current situation and has no clue about my worries.
Meanwhile, we exchange e-mails occasionally with the guy I had the 1 week affair. I don't want to make it more complicated for him and I feel it might not be right to keep the contact with him.
And yet our romance was so strong, so passionate and overwhelming, that I can't help thinking about him, reluctantly comparing our 1 -week adventure with the boring life style with my husband and longing to search a contact with him.
So do you have any fresh ideas on how I can gain back my previous perhaps a bit boring, but still safe life?
