louisefrance

ye i guess we do hold grudges. i have been talking to lots of my friends about it and they just say it isnt worth it anymore. and i agree wit them now. i now i will be jealous when she gets a new best mate but in the end it wa my choice to end our friendship and like you say mabe in the future we will be friends. but i doubt it.

there is a reason for me and her to be mates. she has been through a lot latley because she finnally told her parents about her being raped at 7 and the police are looking into it so at the moment she needs all the mates she can get so i dont wanna make her life worse. and ye i have other friends i am one of those people that have loads of friends and few close friends and kirsty was 1 of them. but i dont think she is anymore.

i put a post up not so long ago about my friend kirsty. well its gone from bad to worse. . she moved this boy next to her and me then talked to him all the time when she knew i hated him. then she moved and left me on my own with him. and she is ment to be my best friend. i dont think she is anymore though because she hardly talks t me because she is always with her other friends. she has no time for me anymore. i mean she just left me to sit with other people. no best friend would do that. i dont no whether to shout at her or just break away from her. or just to forget it ever happened. i just dont no anymore. and i hav tis feeling in the pit of my stomach just tellin me that i should just move on. as usual i hav absolutly no idea wot to do

i have this friend called kirsty, she calls me her best friend and says she really cares about me but at school she is with a lot of people and doesnt take any notice of me at all. and i dont feel rite when i am around her its like i tense up. i dont no whether we are the right people to be friends because it just isnt the way best friends are ment to be. she says she needs me but i think she doesnt. and many of the friends she hangs around with say they are her best friend but when ask her about it she says they are lieing and she says i am her best friend. i just dont no wot to do anymore. its like my mind is telling me to stick with kirsty and that everything will be ok in the end but my heart is telling me it isnt rite anymore. please help me if you can because i just dont no what to do.

dont commit suicide because in the end u are hurting other people not yourself. like your best friend how will he feel if u die? u would be hurting him do u wat to do that?

i no what its like. i have many friends but one stands out. my best friend. she told me recently that she cares for me which is sweet and i told her i felt the same way. she knows everything about me. and i dont think its a good thing. when were friends we are always hugging and stuff but when we fall out it rlly hurts. when we fall out we dont hate each other but one of us has hurt the other one. and the other one knows that. the worst thing is when i fall out wi her i wish she would just yell at me maybe even hit me, at least look at me. but all she does is walks past me and looks down, like im dead, and that is what hurts. also when we fall out i see her laughin with all her mates n i feel like she has replaced me, yet she says she cares about me more than any1 else. and because she knows everything she can break me apart and rlly hurt me, not pysically , mentally. its horrid, but we hug n make up then it happens again. is our friendship worth getting hurt so much? why does she care for me then do this? what should i do? any ideas? pm me plz ppl.