I have been with my boyfriend now for 3 years and we have been best friends. But I know he loves me so much more than I love him. Well I know i love him but i am not in love with him. For say, if he would talk to another girl i would not be jealous, it just doesnt bother me. I feel horrible because I am only 19 and i feel like the past three years ive been with a friend not a boyfriend. I have never cheated on him because i know how bad it would hurt him and he would NEVER cheat on me. I also didnt go away to college this Fall i am staying in Saint Louis and I am really regreting it because I know how many of my friends went away and I would meet so many new people. I just feel like I am way to young to be so tied down and I know I should explore whats out there, but I dont want to hurt him because he treats me like a queen but I know this relationship isnt fair to the both of us. I just want to know if anyone else is or has been in the same situation or if they just have some advice for me!!!!!THANKs