OverIntelligentPLUS

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Hey, well i got to talk to him one on one last night. I fe does he. I came out and asked him everything i wanted to know. He loves me just as much as i love him, the thought of being apart tears him up, so he tries to cover it up with another girl. We understandeachother very well. We can always talk. I love that about him. I SWEAR that we are soulmates though, its just not meant to be right now. I was talking and i said If you only knew what i knew, if you didn't alreay. He said, "well whats is it?" I told him that it was what he had yet to find out. Once he finds out then it will that meant time for us. I couldn't tell him that though. We made eachoter promise that we would never keep anything from eachother again. we are to tell anything and everything. Learn someting new from eachother everyday. he started with last night. He just told me something i would never how thought of him doing. I just say if he accomplishes it, hes more than my hero that he already is. He swears that he will get it. And swears he will be rich for it. He started talking about college. And some how like if we ever plan to go somewhere together or something like that, that we could share a holtel room. I dont know why but just the thought cracks me up because i mean hello, a male and a female sharing a hotel room when we get older....... I swear what will i do with him. hes more than great though! I love him with everything, and he told me that he loves me with everything. After a while into our conversations i was like we grow closer every minute. he said, " yeah, if we were any more alike, we would be like twins with the smae personanlity almost." --- in my mind at that point i was like there is another reason for soulmates. My point is yes i did tell him. Yes he does love me. Yes he did tell me he loves me as a sister. He and i agreed that loving eacother as brother and suld be best for us right now. Daryll is me hero, he save me more that just once. I can wait for that time, ever if it is years down the road.

See i dont understand, how im i show so much intrest. WHY CANT I LET HIM BE! HE HIS THE MOST IMPORTANT THING TO ME! i mean even if we are just commiting as brother and sister, and i know he feels the same. Im afraid to let go, b/c if i do, he might like yeah i don't know. I just worry about him a lot. Someone told me this: hey, It sounds like Daryll still likes you alot! I dunno why being apart by 20 minutes is a problem. Unless he has a problem getting to you or he's worried about you traveling alone? My first thoughts when I read the other post was that maybe you are soulmates. You have more than one soulmate and maybe you have a soulmate bond. He might be scared of falling too much in love at a young age and might want to party more first. I think he likes you though. I think theres another reason to you breaking up other than the 20 mins distance. Maybe you're ment to be together in this life, but not yet. If you're ment to be together again it'll happen. I hope this helps. I think that same thing. I mean our buses Parked right beside eacother like they where told to so that we could see one another or something like that. He paid more attention to me then than i did him. Then when our bus started to leave a yelled out the bus window, "I love you." I think it is really true too, b/c i mean his mother seen me about 4 times and she loves me to death. Treatig me like her daughter she never had. I think that my mom even realizes it too, and i never say anything about it to her, i just talk about him a lot. So i guess it is the future, im just afraid to let him go, b/c he might go free and i may not a able to find him again. I know its not true though b/c we are so close to eachother. We love eachother, we can not grow apart. Till then i shall wait .... One question though, my friend wants me to tell him how i feel, and she wants me to ask him how he feels, and what i should do. Daryll is making me feel like he still wants me, and if i go to be with someone else or like someone else like high school crushes or something, he might think i am betraying him. Should i talk to him to clear things up. So i know what he wants, and how our relationship should be like for now????

Im not sure ifi understand what ur trying to say.... can u explain im nor detail??? Thanks

someone told me this: Well you know, having read that thrilling, and breathtaking exchange, I can only say that I have been in error; you are not just a desperate little teeny-bopper. You are obviously a mature woman, and only a blind fool could not see that this love between you two is deep and everlasting. ****Follow your heart, hun! I responed: Do you really think so??? I know that, he knows that, but he can't see that b/c its hard for him to do long distance. We are only 29 minutes away. Sometimes it can be less. B/c of this though he likes lexi. Its killing me that he does too, i am just trying to hid that part from him. I love him I think my own mother even knows this. Yesterday at the band thing they were making announcements to ppl. My mom told some friends of mine to right me and daryll one. It said: Daryll and Stevi forever. We love you. I see you. Well i dont see how the could have seen us. B/c i didn't even see him until i was on the bus, but they made it sound like they caught us making-out. LOL I love him a lot.

OMG CAN SOME PLEASE HELP ME I AM SOOOOOOOOOO DYING! ITS KILLIMG ME! I SWEAR!!!! I WANT TO LIKE OTHER GUYS BUT I CANT!!!! I LOVE DARYLL WAY TOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO MUCH!!! I LOVE HIM!!! A LOT! I NEED HELP AND ADVCIE!!! I DONT KNOW WHAT TO DO!!! I FEEL LIKE A LOSER AND I FEEL LIKE I DONT BELONG ON THIS EARTH!!!! PLEASE pleASE PLEASE PLEASE PLEASE PLEASE PLEASE HELP ME!!!!!

Well nothing... nobody cares i guess. i guess i will just talk to myself, like a journal. Ok my band had a competion tonight. Daryll's band was also there. I didn't get to see him until i was on the bus though. I didn't get to get a hug from him, just endless waves and i love you hand signs. When my bus started to leave he shouted out of the window, " i love you!!!!!" i know he loves me. I know he loves me a lot too. but then why does he like lexi???? i dont know. I guess i am jelous. My friends got to see daryll. They were like, "damn hes fine! how did you manage to get a guy like him?" i said, "band camp" Hehe. I was like yeah but i guess we are like brother and sister. Then she was like, "oh then........ "No you can not!!!!!" I cried. HAHA it was funny and loud. Daryll heard it on his bus. I take this pillow he gave me for my birthday everywhere. So i showed him the pillow. He had a big smile! Welll i guess what i am trying to say is that i love him a lot. I was he was mine still.

I want a boyfriend. I was so happy when i had one, but now we are like brother and sister to eachother. I want to be hapy like that again. The thing is theres not many guys who i like and who like me. I have only had one b/f. I am 15 too..... sooo yeah... Im just really tired of being alone. I never got to holds hands with a guy sooo never kissed one either. I so wish this would happen though. How can i get guys to like me, i mean i want someone to hug me every morning and stuff like that.... im alone. Help, andyone have any good advice anything at all??? Thanks....

i was talking to him again last night..... LAUGHS LOUD: i miss ur hugs GTCountryBoy1: i miss u period xXLAUGHS LOUDXx: i hope we will always be this close to eachother... GTCountryBoy1001: me 2 LAUGHS LOUD: well im gonna leave you alone now... GTCountryBoy1: no! LAUGHS LOUD: ? GTCountryBoy1: dont leave LAUGHS LOUD: i feel like i am annoying you though GTCountryBoy1: ur not LAUGHS LOUD: i dont like to talk bout me... GTCountryBoy1: y not GTCountryBoy1: i love u LAUGHS LOUD: b/c i want to hear about you LAUGHS LOUD: b/c i love you GTCountryBoy1: luv ya babe LAUGHS LOUD: love ya too Al do i asked him if he wanted to see my crapppy school picture. He was like off course i want to see ur uncrappy school picture. I sent to him and he said that i was too pretty after i think i am clearly ugly. then he says that he wants me to sent him one. Tomorrow is my birthday. All i can wish for is one thing. The best gift is a simple little gift. I just want him to love me more than a sister.....

Yeah it was hard to tell the teacher. When i did i was kinda freaking out an cry. i never been close or involved with anyone that even wanted to try doing drugs...

yeah well i hope so... i mean they had to call the damn paramedics

I heard about kids over dosing on DXM lately, i just didn't think it would be my friends...

Today i was int the lunch room in the morning like i usually am. The group of friends i was with these 2 guys had something. it was in one of their hododies, and then it spilled out... and they treid to get everything up. He was like we need to get all of it or we are all going to be suspened. that led me to think it was a drug so in 1st period i told the teacher about it. I was freaking out. I mean the drug was spilled under me. Well he took me to the school police. I told him, then i was taken to other police. It was about 2 hours. I was really scared and i was crying. Then later this other friend that had nothing to do with it was like what they had was something called skittles. She made me swear not to tell anyone, but i already did. They paramedics had to come later ... not much later. It was probably b/c of the skittles. Now they probably know who it was.... who told.... well i want to knokw exactly was "skittles" are. How harmful are they? i saved to guys' lifes today.

Yeah i sometimes do that too. He tends to play games and doesn't respond sometimes.... so yeah. It was probably 5 -7 minutes. then he went away and the came back and signed off.