Thanks for your comment.We were together for a 11 months(we were close friends before that).I cant force her at this point,she made it very clear(although before that she was thinking to give me another chance) that her love is DONE.And I dont want her to be honest.If you truly love someone you cant be selfish,and I would be selfish if I accept her back.Because I cant just change in 2 months not even 6.Im progressing though,reading books,getting help and trying to read as many articles as possible about relationships.I truly loved her,did everything I could,showed her my love,supported her in everything,she was happiest person in the world at some point...But I did some mistakes,not cheating or physical abuse but mistakes that can hurt alot.There is actually no chance we get back together because she cant see if Im changed or not.And Im not sad.I hope she can find happiness again with another guy that treats her very well.