dilaroe

It depends on the "things".If they are nothing like cheating or abuse as I said before,they can be fixed.Thats why Im so hurt.

You tricked me.You didnt love me at all,but I thought you did.I am feeling like a year of my life stolen.I trusted you,I trusted your words.I never gave up on you,but you did on me on the things can be fixed. I hate you not because you leave me,I hate you because you lead me to believe that you love me fullest. You gave me a word,saying that "Im never ever going to leave you except there is nothing big like cheating,physical abuse". I never did any of those,yet here we are. If you really love someone you stick to them no matter what. I hate you.

Thanks for your comment.We were together for a 11 months(we were close friends before that).I cant force her at this point,she made it very clear(although before that she was thinking to give me another chance) that her love is DONE.And I dont want her to be honest.If you truly love someone you cant be selfish,and I would be selfish if I accept her back.Because I cant just change in 2 months not even 6.Im progressing though,reading books,getting help and trying to read as many articles as possible about relationships.I truly loved her,did everything I could,showed her my love,supported her in everything,she was happiest person in the world at some point...But I did some mistakes,not cheating or physical abuse but mistakes that can hurt alot.There is actually no chance we get back together because she cant see if Im changed or not.And Im not sad.I hope she can find happiness again with another guy that treats her very well.

I dont know if its me but I didnt see any story where gf dumps bf because of his bad behaviour and get back together with him.If she doesnt love and care anymore,its done IMO.Thats what happened to me.I read whole thread and I didnt get any hope,because I didnt see anything like my story.But I learned very good lessons...I learned to live my life and move on at this point.I have been in NC for 2 weeks now.I can see that she doesnt care anymore,its obvious(we're in the same faculty).But I am not that sad anymore.Because I deserved it,alot.Sometimes things need to happen so you can realize whats wrong with you.I apologized and confessed my mistakes to her,she didnt want to take me back.And I cant blame,she's a wonderful person,deserves better than me.Thanks for this thread and lessons,helped alot!