pdoog
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Today marks the 5th month of NC for me. I will say even though I still think about my EX on occasion I am going on with my life. Sure we all have weak moments and yesterday was one, but I will never contact her because I know it won't change a thing. She is apparently happy with her new bf doing all the things we were supposed to do together. Oh well life goes on,
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It has been about 4 months of NC for me and I still have thoughts of her, but I do not get upset nor do I dwell on these thoughts, my life is moving on with or without her.
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Day 96!!! And I still have up and down days. but I am much much better dealing with it now. hang in there guys and gals.
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day 69. Wow do I feel like crap today. Woke up in a complete mess. I miss her being my friend more then my gf. I am slowly letting go and moving on though. I keep telling myself "if it's meant to be let it free and it will come back again"
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Dont do it
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Welcome to the challenge!!! Day 66 for me. still think about her but I am getting over the feelings that make me a compete mess. we had a good run and now is over, Life goes on. She will never know what she truly is missing. I am a great guy, she just lost sight of that towards the end and wanted to find someone new.
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Getting back together really does happen!
pdoog replied to wishingonastar's topic in Getting Back Together
I just actually recently have began talking to a Ex befor this latest one. After about 2 years of not talking. But it was a very weird situation so we both were not that hurt after we decided to become friends. She got married and now has 4 kids. I am happy for her but yes people you once had feelings for and a thing with do sometimes come back. Sometimes they dont. -
DAY 60 today has been officially 2 months since I went NC. I have not heard a single peep from her nor am I expecting one. I still miss our life together and I still hold feelings for her in my heart. The pain is far lss worse then it was but it still comes and goes as it pleases. yesterday for example I balled my eyes out randomly. Nothing triggered it I just felt a loss and began to cry.
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Day 59. Had dreams bout her again last night, Some good some bad. I am slowly moving on, I think of her less and less but I still do think of her. Still hard to not contact her seeing it has been almost 2 months. But still 2 months is not enough time in the grand scheme of things. I think If I havnt heard form her by month 9 I will just pop a quick email and just see how she doing. (not sure yet on that though)
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day 54 Today I feel alone and confused. I am becoming bored with the everyday routine I am in, I need to find a new hobby or find someone to talk to, I do not have any friends here where I am.
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Day 53. had a emotional wave of extreame anger and sadness not sure why but I know it had something to do with thinking of her.
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Day 51. I have been finding myself lately thinking a lot more about her then usual and letting it get me down. I think I am still grieving the loss of the only person that ever REALLY made me HAPPY. This feeling really hurts and I am scared that it will never go away because I am holding onto it, I hold on to it because I am afraid of truly letting go of my feelings and thoughts and memories of her. Bah this is tougher then I expected.
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I know how you feel I just want to heal to but my mind wont let me.
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Yes that is the hardest part for me to. And a lot of people will say, well you were happy before you met her so now you can do it again. And the truth is I have never been really happy. She was the first person in my life that actually gave me a reason to wake up feeling good about myself. Now she is gone I am now back to being unhappy with myself and things around me.
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To be honest No it doesn't give me any closure I have a million questions still unanswered. Yes knowing she with another guy only shows and tells me that she has moved on and perhaps it is time I do to. A part of me is afraid though, afraid of what I do not know.