Day 3
Watched Forgetting Sarah Marshal a thousand times yesterday.
The main character Peter, in the movie, is my role model. I think he is so cool.
Too bad he is only a fictional character.
At first NC felt like a game.. or a strategy to get my ex back.. and then I realised it was a strategy to heal and forget about my ex..
But now I realised that although NC has the ability to do both the things I mentioned.. It is really a journey or process for one person to gain their self respect back. Once you get that back.. and fully respect yourself..
you will naturally release an aura of confidence and attraction.. haha
It's 2 am, just been thinking and that thought came to my head. Thought I would share it.
Haha broken hearts think the same
But yea, I know exactly that feeling. It is easier to check it every two seconds, well I just leave it on but I don't bring it out anymore. I rather not have the chance of receiving a random text from my ex and have it completely ruin my already * * * * ty day. But then again... NOT receiving a message ruins my day too. It is too confusing.
Yup, theres these things that you do or see during the day thats just going to remind you of her..
and you just freeze.. and thats when the rush of sadness comes. Well for me, thats when I get my daily dosage of depression. hahaha