mintblossom Posted March 30, 2007 Share Posted March 30, 2007 when i think about the dating relationships i've had and the "friendships" that i've made with others. most have been just unhappy experiences. the dating experiences weren't fun and happy.....they were full of meanness, dreadfulness....torture from really cruel men! the friendships....being backstabbed, hurt, lied to, mistreated, talked about.......i've had some really rotten "friends" no wonder i have a hard time trusting people or even wanting to connect with people anymore. no wonder i dont believe that i will find good and happy connections. i just get so sad because i feel i have missed out on what was meant to be a uplifting part of life....to be surrounded by warmth and genuine caring. i mean....i am a really good person....i never treat anyone badly on purpose.....always remember birthdays, holidays, always try to wish people well....i try to be a "real" friend.....don't want to be poo-faced and screw people over....too much of that in the world. yet i get so sad just thinking about my experiences........it was all not worth it. :sad: Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
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