broken and never to be

[ftc]

my heart beats suddenly out of beat

mastering the sense of uncertainty

lingering deeply in the fears of the forgotten

in the midst of the needy

in the likely hood of the aftermath

 

you break me down

so hard yet so fast

how do you do that?

i take your words and believe your mutter

you have me under a deep sleepy spell

 

you're like a leech in the forest

i walk past the lucious ferns and trees

only to find you lingering there

sucking the goodness out of me

 

I am fortunate that i escaped you

whilst I can

hoping that i won't falll

into your comforting arms

wrapped tightly around me

emptying me of life and love

only to get hurt again.

 

Stupid me for running back to you

 

I am broken deep into the never ending dispare

way beyond the feelings of the heirachy

 

I try to mend the wounds

you keep breaking me down

i tried to hard

to make the unpossible perfect

i tried way beyond the amount i needed to

but from you it's too little too late

because you never tried

you filled me with so much disbielf

faulse promises that were never furfilled

i hate it that i love you and that its hard to get over you

why do i bother?

 

too many chances

with no evail

i don't see you as a mistake

just a mere learning curve

but i hate that you took my feelings for granted

 

why is it so hard to hate you ?

why can't i hate you

[AnotherBrokenDoll]

I totally know how you feel, when you want to hate someone so badly but you just love em more and more. It sucks! But i guess that is life.

 

Great poem you got your point accross