luvmykids Posted January 15, 2007 Share Posted January 15, 2007 I have the "shoe drop feeling" as well. I hope im not making yet another mistake Link to comment
luvmykids Posted January 15, 2007 Share Posted January 15, 2007 sandy, i think this is going to be tough having him right accross the street from you. im worried about you Link to comment
sandyv Posted January 15, 2007 Share Posted January 15, 2007 Luv, hope not, but you know, you did what you had to do, and you just have to hope for the best, I hope it works of for you. But even if it doesn't you'll be ok..... we will always have this place.... Link to comment
luvmykids Posted January 15, 2007 Share Posted January 15, 2007 I know he is bad news Sandy. Still...he misrepresented himself and I fell in love, when I realized the truth I was so in love I could not get out. I broke it off so many times, I don't know why I even miss him I had a chronic upset stomach when we were together because he is dishonest. I know I deserve better, I know he calls because he knows I am weak. I want to be strong. What the heck is wrong with me? I am an intelligent woman. I want to act like one. I don't want to look back but I keep looking back. He has given me every reason to be glad it is over, so why do I feel like I lost something? you feel like you lost something because you did....TRUST in other people. Link to comment
luvmykids Posted January 15, 2007 Share Posted January 15, 2007 Luv, hope not, but you know, you did what you had to do, and you just have to hope for the best, I hope it works of for you. But even if it doesn't you'll be ok..... we will always have this place.... thank you sandy..that makes me feel better. im just going to wait and see...but not for long! he knows this is the last chance ever. Link to comment
sandyv Posted January 15, 2007 Share Posted January 15, 2007 Yeah Meantime its sad, but oh so true...... and Luv: You deserve the best, the guy better give you that too..... Link to comment
luvmykids Posted January 15, 2007 Share Posted January 15, 2007 we spent the better part of the day together..it was nice... like i said..we'll see soon enough! Link to comment
sandyv Posted January 15, 2007 Share Posted January 15, 2007 Meantime: I hurt so much too, and he keeps coming around ..... I'm as lost as you girl.... trying to find my way, lets just keep helping each other here... ok? hugzzzz Link to comment
luvmykids Posted January 15, 2007 Share Posted January 15, 2007 i told him that last night. i told him also that im beautiful, smart, funny.ect ect and that i deserved the best. he has seen that i have gotten myself back. NC has helped with that..along with everyone here! thanks by the way! Link to comment
luvmykids Posted January 15, 2007 Share Posted January 15, 2007 Meantime: I hurt so much too, and he keeps coming around ..... I'm as lost as you girl.... trying to find my way, lets just keep helping each other here... ok? hugaaaz do you think he has changed or do you think he is just trying to brake you out of NC Link to comment
sandyv Posted January 15, 2007 Share Posted January 15, 2007 Luv, I don't know what he wants..... i know he was really hurting over losing his kids, and things went downhill with us, and now all the crazyness..... he moving accross the road, he trying to be my son's buddy.... how strange is all of this? Link to comment
luvmykids Posted January 15, 2007 Share Posted January 15, 2007 you are obviously stronger then me...i caved he could very well have been telling me want i want to hear he knows i was listen to what he had to say but was taking it with a grain of salt...actions speak loader then words.. i dont think i will be calling him...he can call me and if it ends up the same old ,same old...the im gone forever Link to comment
sandyv Posted January 15, 2007 Share Posted January 15, 2007 Luv, thats smart thinking.... good, I'm glad, no one needs this broken heart crap.... sucks the big one... doesn't it Link to comment
luvmykids Posted January 15, 2007 Share Posted January 15, 2007 Luv, I don't know what he wants..... i know he was really hurting over losing his kids, and things went downhill with us, and now all the crazyness..... he moving accross the road, he trying to be my son's buddy.... how strange is all of this? i wouldnt call it strange. i think the is regreting being a jerk... i know my ex admitted to being one and actually took blame for not being better to me. Link to comment
sandyv Posted January 15, 2007 Share Posted January 15, 2007 Luv, its true.... guys have a hard time admitting that kinda stuff..... Link to comment
luvmykids Posted January 15, 2007 Share Posted January 15, 2007 Luv, thats smart thinking.... good, I'm glad, no one needs this broken heart crap.... sucks the big one... doesn't it yes it does! he knows the door is still shut..just not locked! Link to comment
sandyv Posted January 15, 2007 Share Posted January 15, 2007 Good girl!!! Hey Luv, going to bed, hope you'll be around tomorrow, I will be at work but also will log in here to enotalone Don't know where you are, but here its time for us old girls to get some beauty rest lol Take care, and I'll be thinking about you all............... Link to comment
luvmykids Posted January 15, 2007 Share Posted January 15, 2007 the reason im even thinking of another chance with him is because when i was out last night..he was there..again! anyway, he kept trying to talk to me and i wouldnt talk...then he head for the reatroom and a friend of his (someone i dont know at all) told me that my ex had admitted to him that he loved me and he really screwed up..wow...he has never told anyone but me that he loved me....call me a sucker but that made me actually want to talk to him.. Link to comment
sandyv Posted January 15, 2007 Share Posted January 15, 2007 Aww thats kinda sweet luv!!! Link to comment
luvmykids Posted January 15, 2007 Share Posted January 15, 2007 Good girl!!! Hey Luv, going to bed, hope you'll be around tomorrow, I will be at work but also will log in here to enotalone Don't know where you are, but here its time for us old girls to get some beauty rest lol Take care, and I'll be thinking about you all............... good night..im going to bed too..have a good one everyone..i will be back tomarrow. Link to comment
sandyv Posted January 15, 2007 Share Posted January 15, 2007 That would do it to me too, so you wouldn't be the only sucker, I'd cave in too.... Link to comment
luvmykids Posted January 15, 2007 Share Posted January 15, 2007 actually sandy..im just south of you..we are neighbors! take care Link to comment
luvmykids Posted January 15, 2007 Share Posted January 15, 2007 That would do it to me too, so you wouldn't be the only sucker, I'd cave in too.... well, im hoping for the best but not hanging on to false hopes! Link to comment
rsxguy520 Posted January 15, 2007 Share Posted January 15, 2007 day10 was pretty awesome. felt good. slept most of the day only because i was up till 3 watching la bamba. but everything is fine especially due to yesterdays crazy events with my aunt and a real hot girl i meet. had a pretty crazy convo with the parentals today asking me about my reguards to the girl i meet yesterday. for some reason i felt like my dad wanted to hear me saysomething along the lines "i think she ok, but i miss my ex still."...Sorry dad, ain't happening. lol. anyways yes this Nc Contact Challenge is a bit challenging but if you put your heart 100% to it, in the end Superdave will have done us a huge favor by helping us with our breakups/seperation etc.. Day11 here i come! Link to comment
DreamsTornApart Posted January 15, 2007 Share Posted January 15, 2007 yeah i lost on day 4 which was friday for me i had good reasons so i dont really care now Link to comment
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