shorty20 Posted July 20, 2006 Share Posted July 20, 2006 So I had to say goodbye to my bf last night. It tore me apart to have to say goodbye. It makes me so sad to think that last night is probably the last time I'll get to see him, touch him, kiss him... for a LONG time and what REALLY sucks is I don't know how long that will be... it sucks with the military because nothing is ever set in stone... things can change at the last minute. I experienced first hand last night what if feels like to have to let someone you love so much go. He just hugged me for a long time, didn't want to let go. He gave me a kiss and told me he loved me and that he'd call me today. I'm scared to death he'll find someone else out there... he promised he wouldn't. That he loves me, but it's still in the back of my head. It tears me to pieces to have to be apart from him... and I'm so emotional I just want to crawl into my bed, burry myself there and not come out for two years... I don't want to see anyone, talk to anyone... I just want to be by myself and be sad. Link to comment
tylercdurden2004 Posted July 20, 2006 Share Posted July 20, 2006 It never gets easier. I went through 3 years of goodbyes. Link to comment
shorty20 Posted July 20, 2006 Author Share Posted July 20, 2006 did you guys make it though? Link to comment
tylercdurden2004 Posted July 20, 2006 Share Posted July 20, 2006 did you guys make it though? Sadly no. Distance was not the issue ultimately. Its just sucks to always have to say good bye to the one you love. Link to comment
shorty20 Posted July 20, 2006 Author Share Posted July 20, 2006 it does... but I'm willing to move to wherever in two years to be with him. We both really really want it to work, and I think although it's going to be hard, as long as I just keep myself busy with stuff going on here I should be fine... Ultimately love is the only thing that can carry you through times as tough as this. Link to comment
arwen Posted July 20, 2006 Share Posted July 20, 2006 Hey shorty, LDR is very hard. Keep in mind that no one stays in LDR if it isn't for a very strong love. Trust on that love, it sounds like your bf is really into you. Ilse Link to comment
RuS525 Posted July 20, 2006 Share Posted July 20, 2006 Yes i agree with isle but LDR takes 100% trust and love you have to trust and love him completely there cant be one ounce of doubt in your head and same with his or it will just never work i hope it does it'll be hard but hopefully everything turns out alright for you i send you good wishes Link to comment
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