Dregnought Posted June 27, 2006 Share Posted June 27, 2006 Tried that, it did nothing. What I really need is someone local, and something im good at that I enjoy. Link to comment
nottoogreen Posted June 27, 2006 Share Posted June 27, 2006 Tried that, it did nothing. What I really need is someone local, and something im good at that I enjoy. OK, let's try another small project. Please list 10 things you enjoy and 10 things you do not enjoy. Link to comment
Dregnought Posted June 27, 2006 Share Posted June 27, 2006 1) My gf 2) My close friends 3)... i really do not remember naymore.. i guess music, thats it. 1)depression 2)friends with depression 3)people who try to mess around with me and my gf's love (naimly her mum) 4)trying to do something and just failing 5)pizza 6)being in the house with other people in it 7)not eating 8)not drinking 9)sitting in the shower with tears in my eyes watching the water go down the drain pipe feeling so numb 10)my dog when he plays (he bites, not hard enough to cause blood, but enough to really hurt) 11)things not going myway 12) so much more..... edit: My threads if you want to look through them. Link to comment
nottoogreen Posted June 27, 2006 Share Posted June 27, 2006 Ok, very good Dregnought, What do you like about your gf? What do you like about your friends? What music do you like? Link to comment
nottoogreen Posted June 27, 2006 Share Posted June 27, 2006 What are you good at? Computers - HW? Computers - SW what languages? Cars, Bikes, ? ? Link to comment
Dregnought Posted June 27, 2006 Share Posted June 27, 2006 What do you like about your gf?She's always there for me, no matter what. I feel safe in her arms, and I know that no matter what happens, things won't seem so bad when shes around. Shes the only one that can make me forget. What do you like about your friends?A few of them understand me and help me, we are close. Just helps me alot. What music do you like?Anything that sounds good. My lover says im a Roker, I guess i am. Angra, Linkin Park, Blink, Allan Parsons Project, Evanescence,Tatu, Selena..... so many more. Computers - HW? Computers - SWI guess you mean Hardware and Software. I don't remember mentioning that I like/good with computers but I am. Languages - programming languages? GML (Game Maker - http://www.gamemaker.nl) Computers and loving my lover (lol) is all im really good at. and Pixel ARt. Link to comment
nottoogreen Posted June 27, 2006 Share Posted June 27, 2006 What Job you like to have? Heared of Linux? What about joining Linux users group, you could learn a lot and meet people older you can learn from? Link to comment
Dregnought Posted June 27, 2006 Share Posted June 27, 2006 I dont need nor want Linux, mainly for lack of program capability (and im a gamer) + I dont ahve any spare hard drives to test it out on. I'd like a pixel artist job, but I gotta fix whats wrong with me first. Link to comment
nottoogreen Posted June 27, 2006 Share Posted June 27, 2006 OK, can you join a computer club, gamers club to spend time with likeminded people? Link to comment
Dregnought Posted June 27, 2006 Share Posted June 27, 2006 Nope. No one here, its too rual. Far too rual. Link to comment
nottoogreen Posted June 27, 2006 Share Posted June 27, 2006 OK, at least you got internet. Guess your best bet is computers and gaming software. What about join gamer website via internet. You can make friends and learn new things which you enjoy. Do you know link removed, there are lots of computer groups. Link to comment
nottoogreen Posted June 27, 2006 Share Posted June 27, 2006 Also try link removed and google for clubs... Link to comment
Dregnought Posted June 28, 2006 Share Posted June 28, 2006 I tend to lose intrest in online ones I guess lack of interaction... Link to comment
nottoogreen Posted June 28, 2006 Share Posted June 28, 2006 I tend to lose intrest in online ones I guess lack of interaction... OK. Now you are stuck again. Happy? I would like to talk here together with your gf. When? Link to comment
Dregnought Posted June 28, 2006 Share Posted June 28, 2006 When she gets online. We 3 tend to be on at the same time... ...hmm, maybe we could find a chatroom with us 3 only in it?? *shrugs* Link to comment
nottoogreen Posted June 28, 2006 Share Posted June 28, 2006 OK, tomorrow earlier if possible, PM me details. Link to comment
Moon Goddess Posted June 29, 2006 Author Share Posted June 29, 2006 Well after the 3 of us spoke we came to a conclusion: Because of events that happened in Dregnought's childhood he wants and (in his mind) needs to be perfect. The reason he can't finish what he starts is because he needs perfection and he is afraid to fail and not be perfect here's the basic cycle: 1.He get's interested in something starts out 2. Everything is going well 3. He thinks if he continues he will make a mistake 4. By imaking a mistake he has failed himself and others 5.Feels unacomplished and gives up It's a cycle me and nottogreen are helping him break out of. Also as a child he was brought up to believe that doing something wrong equals some type of punishment. ( We all were punished as children just in different ways) All this adds to him being afraid of doing something wrong. He does something wrong, he gets punished (in this case by himself)and he is further away from perfection. That's all we have for now we'll update soon ~MG Link to comment
nottoogreen Posted June 29, 2006 Share Posted June 29, 2006 Hi Moon Goddes, Thanks for posting the update. Talk to you tomorrow same time same channel. Link to comment
nottoogreen Posted July 4, 2006 Share Posted July 4, 2006 Hi Dreg, It was good to finally chat with you yesterday. Too bad Moon Goddess was not there. She is a smart lady, you are lucky to have her and I hope that you shape up soon. I continue to encourage you and will commend you for improving. Some things you can do right now: 1) Do your projects as we discussed before. You can do the projects for me if you like. 2) Sit down with your dad and talk man to man about your problems. Me thinks he may be more soft now, and it would really be the best you can do, for both of you. 3) If you can't do 2), write your dad a letter and give it to him. I am sure he will be happy. Then you can talk. All I want is that you and your life grows up. But only you can do it. Please do not let me down. I'll be online 13:00 UTC, guess PRSOV too, same settings. Link to comment
Dregnought Posted July 4, 2006 Share Posted July 4, 2006 Thanks ntg... About the projects, well I stumbled accross something rather interesting - if it works out well which I hope.. thats gonna be good 2 and 3 - No way in hell. even If i do get there I cant express myself. It's hard enough with mum but with dad.... Online 13:00 UTC? just say roughly how long that is from your current time, i'll know when you mean. When this week ends seli goes on a 2 week trip. I'm hoping to get some quality time in someplace with her... Havent had it for almost 2 weeks now - been busy helping others. We did have some 2-3 days ago but i'm more talking about those perfect nights where its just us and our love and nothing else. anyway ill stop daydreaming about it..... for now. about the projects - thing is i really dont have any projects that only take a short while. or i cant think of any. Thats the problem. Link to comment
nottoogreen Posted July 4, 2006 Share Posted July 4, 2006 OK, here is a project: Figure out what UTC is, and when your time to meet. Link to comment
Dregnought Posted July 4, 2006 Share Posted July 4, 2006 UTC is a time zone, pretty much the same as GMT. In roughly an hour then, if memory serves correct. Link to comment
nottoogreen Posted July 4, 2006 Share Posted July 4, 2006 UTC is a time zone, pretty much the same as GMT. In roughly an hour then, if memory serves correct. Correct My internet connection went down and just returned. Sorry about that. It does that a few times every month. Tomorrow same time OK. Link to comment
nottoogreen Posted July 4, 2006 Share Posted July 4, 2006 As you may know, I run GNU/linux on all my computers. My desktop is kde-3.5. Have a look at these web sites. link removed link removed We should talk about you contributing, which will give you experience and recognition. Link to comment
nottoogreen Posted July 5, 2006 Share Posted July 5, 2006 2 and 3 - No way in hell. even If i do get there I cant express myself. I slept on this, what about I talk to your dad? Link to comment
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