does it mean something?

[ndgpnat1607306451]

I was desperate in search of love

finding only empty alleys

the more I lost the more I searched

from mountain tops to deep valleys

 

desperation slowly gave way

to the simple necessity

which was followed by hopelessness

finding someone who would love me

 

By when I was talking

to just a few possible flings

to my complete surprise

only one continued writing

 

I don’t think they’re angry with me

I did nothing to make them so

but it is undeniable

the one that stayed won’t want to go

 

Is this some kind of sign?

some way for God to point to me

and say “look at this one,

she’ll love you for eternity”?

[crookster_man]

Well I don't know. She just stayed and talked to you though. I don' think that means she is yours forever. Maybe she just wants a friend. Don't create mountains out of anthills. Desire is the root of all suffer, having expectations beyond realty are unhealthy too. Good luck and keep the poetry up. Though it's easier to respond to a standard question then it is poetry.

[ndgpnat1607306451]

the only way I can get anyone to read it is to put it on here. and I didn't literally mean she'd be mine forever, just metaphorically. or maybe that possibility is there somewhere.