trying sooooo hard

[sugarandspice]

hello peeps havent had a good day today and have stuffed myself stupid with junk food and would usually go barf up, but i really need to try harder.

 

i promised to my guy and my best gf that i would never make myself sick again...so tonight i am stuffed and uncomfortable...but i promised and they are the only two peeps i wana live for. duno what i would do without them, which is why i was annoyed at my guy for what happened today, if anyone has read my other threads. but so far the food is staying down.

 

this is gona be the toughest time of my life. i need a new release. but i know i cant turn to bulimia because i want to LIVE and i want a LIFE!

[robowarrior]

My advice is that you seek immediate psychiatric help, and learn to love,support and believe in yourself.

[AntiLove_SuperStar]

Thats awesome, you have made a great committment there and that will help you, but your chances of overcoming your bulimia are REALLY increased if you seek professional help, not necessarily a shrink, perhaps just some counselling?