Xylitol Posted December 29, 2017 Share Posted December 29, 2017 As long as I can remember, i've never ever felt that I was a part of nature. I have no connection with nature whatsoever, and i completely feel disconnected from nature. It's a bit of a strange feeling, but as a guy i never felt part of nature. Because to me men , especially men of the past, personify the destruction of nature, the mechanisers of society , the starters of war, and conflict, and builders who would destroy anything, including others and nature in order to put their own systems and rules in place on top of nature or other societies and whatever previously existed. In this context, i felt that men were ugly and that this uglyness would not represent any beauty, or any connection with nature. And because i associate myself to this, i feel disconnected. Now on the other hand, i felt that woman possessed beauty, they were not destructive, and the givers of life, and even my own wife is completely aligned with the moon in terms of having her periods, and her being naturally artistic. I therefore really always felt that woman are part of nature, as they are connected, and represent the beauty of nature and creation. While I myself feel disconnected and ugly (not physical uglyness but more disassociated from nature uglyness), and not a part of nature at all. My question though to men but also woman especially is, do you feel like you are a beautiful part of nature, or do you in a similar way feel disassociated from nature, or not beautiful at all. Or completely connected and beautiful, and how do you establish such a good connection with nature? Sorry if this is a strange question. I am actually completely embarrassed to ask it, but it's been on my mind for years, as i cannot shake the feeling of feeling ugly and disconnected from nature for years now. Link to comment
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