SweetPeach Posted September 7, 2017 Share Posted September 7, 2017 Hey all, I'm currently feeling a bit lost. I met this guy at a party in february and was instantly in love with him. We hit it off right away and dated for about six weeks, then we got into an argument, he ended things. I begged him to take me back and eventually we got back together. It was on and off for a few more weeks until he ended it completly. I continued to try to get him back. Obviously that didn't work. He became really angry/mean and pushed me away, told me he never wanted to talk to me again and we'll never have a relationship. I acted really crazy/immature/irrational. He had me blockef for about three weeks but unblocked me then. The post breakup time was really difficult for me...I'm depressed/was suicifal so that didn't help either. So anyhow I got my life back on track. But I kept wanting him back. Last friday he messaged me to apologize. I got mad hecause he said he misses the sex which made me feel like the person I actually am is absolutely irrelevant. So I got angry and called him an egoist etc etc. wrote him a massive Angry message and told him to please never contact me again. I was angry at myself for doing so. I still care for him. So today I sent him a short message saying 'I'm sorry about the way I acted, that wasn't necessary. I appretiate the thought. But we really need to let this go now, it's been going on for so long. I know you don't want to be friends or see me romantically and that's okay. Take care'. I wanted to make things better but I feel like it just maye everything even worse. He has blocked me on whatsapp now... I know there's no way I'm getting him back now, he thinks I'm mental and the way I acted just proved his point. But how do I regain my own self trust and respect? Link to comment
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