Wolly113 Posted May 2, 2017 Share Posted May 2, 2017 I i have been broke up with my girlfriend for 4 months now, we were together for just over 2 years, i thought that i had the one, i loved this girl more than anything in the world. since the breakup i cannot get her off my mind and it is really concerning that it has now been 4 months and i think about her 24/7 and i mean all of the time, not a second goes by where i am not replaying all of our memories i just cant stop it its like i find comfort replaying the past but its tearing me up inside. everywhere i go i imagine her next to me, when i go somewhere new for example on a nice walk in the countryside i just cry because she inst with me and i know how much she'd love the scenery and it tears me up that she'll never be with enjoying these things. it has had a massive effect on my mental health, i haven't been happy for 4 months, my motivation to do anything is zero, before this i was such a fun loving person who grabbed everything in life and found such joy in so many little things, now nothing excites me, i have honestly completely lost who i am, without her i have no idea who i am anymore, i use to love making my bed in the morning, i found such joy in doing that simple task but now i cant even be bothered, i use to love getting up early on the weekends even when i had nothing to do i'd but up so early just loving love, now i sleep in becuase i feel i have nothing to get up for, i have never lay in bed doing nothing i use to go against everything i use to stand for but now i just cant see any reason to wake up, i hate my life, i wish i wasn't going through this, i just want her back but i know that she'll never be back in my life. how can i stop this misery, how can i stop thinking about her 24/7 and try and move on with my life without her, i just want my old fun loving self back! Link to comment
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