I find suicide interesting

[cupcake22]

I'm being very serious and wanted to see if anyone else feels this way too. I am fascinated by people who have committed suicide and I enjoy reading about the lives they led, etc.

[buddha55]

yes, it is interesting because it is somewhat taboo and it's also very extreme. it's normal to be curious about people who felt like this was their only option. you should watch, "the bridge" if you have not yet.

[grainsofrice]

the bridge as in the golden gate? that documentary is sick...I got a chill just thinking about it and don't want to go near it.

 

I once heard about former university student jumping off the parking garage. I had to wonder why the person was a former university student?

 

The other night, I was on top of a university building looking down and the surrounding....I remember 'the former student who committed suicide by jumping off the building" probably got stress out about life, career, money, and other 5hit load of craps.

 

I notice another person sitting not far away from me. I looked for cameras, I look for campus security, I put one leg on the railing then look for that person paying attention to me. I was trying to see anyone notice me. He was gone.

 

Then, I was like....I want to live. I have a fighting chance if I am a live. I may not be the best people to deal with, but I have the right to 5h1it and eat just like other folks on this earth. This morning, I saw a suicide hotline poster from our county. I thought about taking the # down, but then I told my self that I won't need this because I won't do it.

[cupcake22]

at least I'm not alone in that