dootdoot Posted November 26, 2011 Share Posted November 26, 2011 So here is my story. I suffer from depression, have been unmedicated and got really drunk and cheated on my boyfriend of 3 years. it was a one night thing and I would never ever do it again. The guy was a friend of mine who I trusted but he showed his true colors and that he didn't respect me at all. I'm not saying that to absolve myself of guilt, I absolutely did the wrong thing and I hate myself for it. My boyfriend is perfect. I am . I have been horrible for him for months now and the same day I cheated I decided to start meds again so I could be a happier and better girlfriend. I have been unhappy with him but i don't want to be. But now I broke up with him. I don't deserve him. I didnt tell him about the cheating. But should I? I do hope that one day we'll get back together. We've shared so much and he was so perfect and respectful and he loved me. All that the other night showed me was how lucky I was and what an idiot I was for it up. What should i do? He would probably take me back right now. But i dont think I could lie to him about cheating. But if i told him he would definitely break up with me. Link to comment
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