Laura Ashley Posted September 8, 2004 Share Posted September 8, 2004 Hey people, Ever since I came home from Bristol I have felt at a loss. You see I went down to Bristol to visit my older sister and i did a week of work experiance there. I thought i'd hate it because doing work during the summer holidays would be boring. I really enjoyed it! Infact I loved it so much that I begged my sister to let me do more days the following week. You see people at work saw me as a someone rather than a something!! and I have never felt like that for ages. When people took it in turns to make coffee they asked me!They evan invited me out for a pub lunch. At home I feel sad because i have NOTHING to smile about absolutely nothing! Mum and dad think i'm been ignarent because im being really sulky, but its not my fault! I miss being around people! At home i'm always on my own and I know somethimes it can't be helped but no-one spends time with me when my friends can't. I like been on my own to have peace and quiet and a time to think about things, but not all the time. I didn't grow up with a younger brother or sister so I was use to been on my own and id people interrupt my quiet time I get pissed off quickly. My mum and dad love me but the have a bad way of showing it. Mum keeps threatening to send me back to Bristol to live if thats what I want, but I know she wont and I wish she would. I don't know what to do anymore, I'm crying my self to sleep thinking of the good time I had with my sister and her work friends. Please help me I need someone to understand me. Best wishes Laura x Link to comment
San123 Posted September 8, 2004 Share Posted September 8, 2004 Can you get a job around where you live? Link to comment
Laura Ashley Posted September 8, 2004 Author Share Posted September 8, 2004 not really its hard at my age and my mum and dad wont allow me to have a paper round. I just need to feel wanted.Is that so hard to ask! why can't people in hull weather im at school,home mums work, why can't they see im troubling! sometimes i just need to feel like a someone not a something Link to comment
i_hate_the_world47 Posted September 9, 2004 Share Posted September 9, 2004 Well,i feel where you are coming from.But,maybe you could get some kind of volunteer work.Maybe they will be more leniant about your age.Then in a few months or what ever,you can get a paying job.Good luck. ~Meagan~ Link to comment
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