Wonderland Posted November 15, 2011 Share Posted November 15, 2011 Sometimes I feel like this world is better off without me in it. I don't want to be here, only upsetting people. I don't think I can bring myself to actually kill myself, but I think about how much better it would be if I could just disappear. Just me and my dogs. No one to upset. No one to tell me I'm "too much to put up with". No one to anger. Every man in my life has told me in one form or another that I am abnormal, annoying, a waste of space... My real dad told me he's glad he didn't have custody of my "annoying ass". My stepdad told me as a teenager that my "only objective is to annoy everyone" I come accross. I think I've outraged/frustrated every boyfriend I've ever had to the point of no return. If they only knew all I wanted was some reassurance. Suppose I do annoy even my dogs. At least I'd never find out. What I'd really like is to go home, go to bed, and never wake up. Link to comment
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