ferna3069 Posted June 11, 2011 Share Posted June 11, 2011 well im just feeling down today and just need some one to vent to. if there is any trolls around dont even come on here im not in the mood.just having bad day today. Link to comment
ferna3069 Posted June 11, 2011 Author Share Posted June 11, 2011 well i made a mistake now i feel like i cant vent. i mentioned that i had an online journal to my ex, honestly i didnt think she would look for it. and when she did all hell broke lose. i thought that if she found it she would confront me about it not bring her mom in and start all this drama. well ever after that when i want to vent there is some people that just say your just saying this for your ex to know . or u need a therapist it sounds like what your saying isnt true. people dont even know who i am and just jugde i made a mistake let it go and let me vent. im feeling down and i use this site as my punching bag but i want to feel like i can get support not told some of that crap. im here to help people and also get support. i was feeling better but there is times i want to feel like i can vent with out all the pressure,my ex by this time is looong gone. i wanted to vent to some one in private Link to comment
guynextdoor Posted June 11, 2011 Share Posted June 11, 2011 Ferna you shouldn't care what your ex thinks. Its your journal, you are allowed to vent minus the negativity from her. She is out of your life and its none of her business. Link to comment
Beluga23 Posted June 11, 2011 Share Posted June 11, 2011 Why can't you vent? Who cares what your ex thinks? It's YOUR journal, which is supposed to be written from YOUR perspective. If she doesn't agree, then she's entitled to her opinion, but she doesn't have any right to make you accept her opinion. Don't be silly Ferna; of course you can vent! Link to comment
ferna3069 Posted June 11, 2011 Author Share Posted June 11, 2011 thats the thing its not only my ex its some of the users here. i mest up ok leave it alone and dont troll on my venting threads you know. i done so much for people i helped alot of people out. im not looking to be known im not looking for any sort of reward. i just want to know that everythings going to be ok Link to comment
guynextdoor Posted June 11, 2011 Share Posted June 11, 2011 Look man, you are going to get a few people that might push your buttons thats the internet. Its going to help you build a tougher skin. If what they say bothers you then simply ignore their post. For the most part man most of the people on ena have positive intentions. Link to comment
GrowingIn Posted June 11, 2011 Share Posted June 11, 2011 Everything's going to be ok. Maybe you should take a break from enotalone as well. There comes a time when it can be counterproductive. Link to comment
Beluga23 Posted June 11, 2011 Share Posted June 11, 2011 Everything WILL be okay. Things will probably not turn out the way you want them to... but in the long run, it will be much better for you this way. Just keep believing that and telling yourself that everyday. =) Link to comment
ferna3069 Posted June 11, 2011 Author Share Posted June 11, 2011 i agree there is amazing people on this site. people that are real supportive. if it wasnt for my own little space. this site i would of still been depressed. after this site got me out of the depression i started using it to clear out my head for everything. i feel like i dont know whats up from down at times. well you know i dont know if i made a mistake .i met so many great people on this site. Link to comment
guynextdoor Posted June 11, 2011 Share Posted June 11, 2011 If being on this forum and meeting some of the people here helps you get some traction in healing then stick to it. Don't let a post here and there get you down. Just keep on going in the positive direction. In due time you will make less visits here and move on with your life. Link to comment
LP90 Posted June 11, 2011 Share Posted June 11, 2011 Id be more than happy to hear you out. PM me, lets talk. Im in a talking mood and want to talk to anyone about anything at this point. About mistakes or whatever it maybe. There is a lesson to be had from everything. Just throwing it out there. IM going through a very difficult time myself as you know. So i feel for you too. Just throwing it out there, feel free to PM me anytime. Link to comment
ferna3069 Posted June 11, 2011 Author Share Posted June 11, 2011 thanks guy next dood and thats what im trying to accomplis. im trying to get my mind compltly clear of everything . my way of letting go is to talk about it if i dont it builts up inside of and hurts even more. i want to do real good in life not only for myself but for every one around me. thank you lp90 i hope your doing better. Link to comment
ferna3069 Posted June 11, 2011 Author Share Posted June 11, 2011 thank you doyathink.i just want to get rid of all the drama in my life. i want to be the happy hyperactive person i once was. i dont want to feel like i ruined some ones life Link to comment
Silverbirch Posted June 11, 2011 Share Posted June 11, 2011 Hugs Ferna. Sorry I only just saw this thread. Link to comment
ferna3069 Posted June 11, 2011 Author Share Posted June 11, 2011 its ok silver. i hope your doing great. i read your other thread and im real happy that your doing good. in other news my friend gave me this answer for the whole she found out situation which i really like. If you healed good for you if the site helped good for it now she and her mother can find there own site to get past it. She didn't have to read it and for sure she didn't have to tell her mother and her mother should have stayed out of it. Link to comment
ferna3069 Posted June 12, 2011 Author Share Posted June 12, 2011 im feeling crushed today. i dont know how some one can be so selfish and get mad for healing the same way. Link to comment
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