He disgust me so bad, that I wish he was dead.

[ImGrowing]

Of course, I don't wish death on anybody, but the fact that his living is making me sick.

 

He was a terrible mentally and sexually abusive boyfriend.

 

I was young when we dated, and he was a predator and knew how to get me.

 

He said he was going to kill himself, and said he was about to hang himself, when I told him I didn't want to date him.

 

I felt guilty, and said I'll be with him.

 

It's been 10 years since I last saw him, but just the thought of him makes me sick.

[tresqua]

10 years is a very long time to hold onto that much anger.

 

Not good.