Spondence Posted April 28, 2010 Share Posted April 28, 2010 Well it'll be 7 months on the first of may since my very painfull breakup. (She cheated and pulled an instant switcheroo, no talk no nothing) One day breakup, next day NC since. Most horrible thing that I've ever had to deal with. So anyway I spent these last 7 months going on a dating spree basically. I've dated all kinds of girls, had little rs's and so forth...mini vacations. All of which did not work out and just continued to rip open my wounds that I was trying to heal yet at the same time trying to mask. So since the last gf of almost 3 months broke up I'm finally just fed up. I'm over the original breakup but I realize there is still so much work to do on me that I just did not give myself the chance to do... I do not even care about having a gf at this point. I realize why I was doing it now...all I want to do is spend the next 3 months just being me without having a gf to confuse me and inhibit my progress. It has taken me so long to get to this point. I realize that I was scared to be alone and face my demons. Well not any longer...I don't need some awesomely hot babe all over me to make me feel good about myself or confident. The loving girls will always be there and right now it's finally time for me to get my s#$% together. Just thought I'd post something positive in this swamp of negativity... Link to comment
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