xShannyx Posted March 14, 2010 Share Posted March 14, 2010 Because they give me a chance to comtemplate on how much my life sucks and how it's not getting any better. Yes, I am receiving help and I am on medication, but I just started so naturally it hasn't made me feel any different. Actually it makes me feel pathetic that I can't even help myself anymore and that I'm relying on some pill to make me feel less worse. I think of all these ways to try to make myself feel better, even faking happiness like I did before, but in the end I'm stuck being miserable. Everyone who I was once friends with real life and on the net has abandoned me at my lowest. I just want to die so badly, yet I can't seem to do it and I don't understand. There's no point in living anymore so why can't I just put myself out of my misery? Link to comment
Capricorn3 Posted March 14, 2010 Share Posted March 14, 2010 Why are you miserable? Can you tell us what's going on? Link to comment
xShannyx Posted March 14, 2010 Author Share Posted March 14, 2010 Why are you miserable? Can you tell us what's going on? The depression has a really strong hold on my life even though I've only had it for a little over a year. Link to comment
Seraphim Posted March 14, 2010 Share Posted March 14, 2010 The thing we have to look forward to is when we are at our lowest the only place we can go is up. How long have you been on medication? Link to comment
xShannyx Posted March 14, 2010 Author Share Posted March 14, 2010 The thing we have to look forward to is when we are at our lowest the only place we can go is up. How long have you been on medication? since this wednesday Link to comment
Seraphim Posted March 14, 2010 Share Posted March 14, 2010 since this wednesday It can take several weeks for them to work. Just take heart you will be alright. Link to comment
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