this is what i feel. do u know how it feels?

[EmptySoul]

maybe if i just close my eyes...

forget to breathe

drop everything

 

maybe if i just forget this love...

forget to look for your face

stop remembering

 

maybe if i just accept this life...

forget it all

kill my dreams

 

maybe i can live again

go a day without crying again

be the strong one again

 

maybe some day i can laugh again- a real laugh

and smile again

some day i'll be able to do it all

look back at these scars- and the ones that are still cuts

and see how far i've come

 

but maybe not

maybe it's never gonna change

maybe i'll just keep being this way

won't go up from this down

and i'll just fade-

into the background

drop into the silence

of the dead and the insane

give up this fu***** life

this godd*** game

and i'll turn my new radio up as loud as it'll go

in my brand new room

in my brand new house

and i'll finally get the courage

to let every drop of blood FALL

and as i lie on my new bed

fading from this world

i'll cry tears of the damned

because it wasn't what i wanted

after

all...

 

EmptySoul

[dpressedone89]

i know exactly how you feel. it makes me cry that any one else has ever had that feeling and eventually it will go away that was a great poem im glad you can write out your feelings thats one of the only things that keeps me sane

[tainted_soul]

damn good. it's the best on the subject manner i've ever read. and expresses the feelings....exactly. YEAH!

[under_the_pressure]

Wow, that was great. I write poems sometimes, but they never turn out that good. I don't know how to put what I feel into words EXACTLY. It's good, and I know exactly how you feel. I got better there for awhile but I'm back how I used to be. This may sound odd but in a way, I like the feeling of being sad and lonely. It's comforting in it's own weird way. If you ever need to talk you can pm me.

 

U_T_P

[NightLily]

A 14 year old with some insight and wisdom. Refreshing

[EmptySoul]

wow u_t_p, didn't think you were like me anymore...we're still really different anyway.

 

EmptySoul