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Today, as i sat through another day of my of so lovely life....

I REALIZED,

I don't believe in Jesus.

Let me rephrase that, that there is no god. No heaven. No place after death!

Where do i come to this conclusion? Let back up..

I went to church. I believed. I prayed. All that jazz.

Recently (past 3 months) 2 of my closest friends die (car accident and suicide) my dad re-marries, girlfriend leaves me,get informed i'm failing school.

 

in a nut shell,

 

 

WHERE ARE YOU JESUS? WHERES MY GUIDENCE AND HELP

 

I followed the rules and played your game. You cheated me! Listen buddy, i'm not suicidal, of course not. But where are ya? Smite me, great one.

 

I'm recently Athiest I think. No, i don't wear black all day and praise satan. Thats pointless and immature. I have no reasoning to believe in this fairytale character.

 

 

Theres a little room for thought inbetween my words. Think?

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Smoking is actuallly really bad for you.