why would he want to throw it in my face?

[reneex061]

lol 4 days is good going. you just have to be strong and resist the urge of contacting him. i think you know deep down that talking to him is a bad idea and that you should avoid it. as long as the nc continues, you have every chance of moving on quickly.

 

yeah i def know deep down that its a bad idea. but sometimes i just go against what i know that i shouldnt do. i mean honestly, hes messed me up. its hard for me to go through with ignoring him..its like that sort of control thing he has over me which is pretty sad. but i can fight against it. i bet he has been expecting me to say something to him by now, but i havent.

sorry i keep going on and on. i never feel better unless i talk about this..

[jc123]

i'm always here to chat to when you want to talk about this. you shouldnt feel that he has control over you. the relationship is over and you're doing well with the nc. the longer the better. i'm going to log off now. let me know whats going on with you and this situation. i'm always here to chat to. speak to you soon.