Having real trouble getting past the ex :(

[mgirl]

Having real trouble letting go of the anger to do with my ex. Long story, so won't go into it.

 

Today, i took some baby steps, after weeks of anger. Still angry, but this is what i did.

 

1. am going to change my phone plan. We'd had same ph. plan so we could 'talk' for free, but am now changing it. I feel this was a bit of a step for me.

 

2. took myself off the dating site where we met, deleted my profile. Do not want any reminders.

 

The money should be in my bank this week so i can have the stuff shipped back.

 

It is really hard letting go, i am still so angry, because i was basically dumped and ex has moved back home with lots of friends' support, and i am here with almost nobody.

 

Just feeling really alone, confused and angry. And, upset...

[SapphireNoir10]

Your not alone. Im sure you have friends and family. And you have you! Most importantly. Keep taking these forward positive steps and know your doing great and it wil get easier.

[mgirl]

And you have you

 

That's the problem, i really lost myself in this one. When i was younger, it was so much easier to bounce back.

 

Meh, i'll just keep plodding on. Sent the ex an abusive msg this morning, hope i don't hear back.

[SapphireNoir10]

We all slip up! Try and stay NC then cos otherwise you end up feeling much worse.

 

Also, can you try doing stuff to make you feel more like you? pick up classes/hobbies.

[mgirl]

Also, can you try doing stuff to make you feel more like you? pick up classes/hobbies.

 

Yeah, i'm slowly starting to think about things. Just guess i was so immobilized by this. Other problem is, i was using the relationship as a band-aid for other things that were wrong in my life. There is not much that is right in my life right now, just trying to clean it up and determine what i want. So hard

 

Anyway, will go to gym tonight

 

Cheers

[SapphireNoir10]

Have fun!!!

 

Stay strong, it gets easier, promise!