Where is my motivation

[RacerGirl]

Lately, I have not had any motivation to do anything. My job is part of the issue and I cannot seem to break out of the funk. You would think after getting laid off and starting a job with my former employer would be a great thing, but it is not. I do not completely had my I just am not enjoying it like i thought i would. I feel depressed when I am working. I am not expecting the perfect job but I am doing two different project and not really connecting with anyone. I have started to withdraw myself from everyone. I go to work and go home. I dont even want to socialize. I think I am having a mid-life crisis.

 

Last week I bought a mid-size SUV because I liked it when I test drove it but my personality says I need a sports car. I feel I am going in four different directions and I do not have a clue which route to take.