emotional rambling.

[EmptySoul]

Every morning I pull myself out of sleep, through the nightmares where I'm always searching, always looking for you. In every one it's like you're something I imagined, you're something of another life, it's like you're the dream.

 

In some, I die. Die, still looking for you...the lights go out, the whole city. Undead tear me apart in seconds and all I can think is that I am without you.

 

...............

 

I never knew how much I would have to fight myself to make this work. If you were anyone else it wouldn't work at all. I am ashamed of this love for you at times, I feel so weak, so..pathetic. You cannot love me the same.

Yet you do.

 

The irrational panic, the mania, the black black depressions...You are there every step of the way because I am your rock and you are mine.

 

If we are never given more than we can take,

then when I am weak, you must be strong.

When you falter, I must be there to lead the way.

 

e.

[SapphireNoir10]

Stay strong and hold in there.