Man in the mirror

[mr me]

Have you ever looked at yourself in the mirror

And wondered is this really you

Is this really what you've become

Thru all the everyday battles and struggles

Is this how your gonna live your life

Im still a victim of my past

It haunts me everyday

It feels like forever since i felt normal

I dont really know if i ever even felt normal for me

Its just everything isnt the way i thought it would be

Nothing turned out alright

I sometimes ask myself what do i have to live for

I still ask myself that

I live in a prison of broken dreams and empty promises

My life just goes in one big vicious cycle and i dont really see a way out

I just dont see that stopping me

I havent really wrote like this in years

I could show you what i was writing before and it was like i was crazy

I dont even know if i really was or wasnt

Everything is all mixed in gray

Nothing is black or white

I look at myself or try not to look at myself everyday

I just really dont want this to be the truth of my life

I wanted so much more but i can barely make it out of my front door now

Im just lost in this type of vertigo phase where nothing seems real or fake

Its all in just bits and pieces

Nothing is clear

I just hope that somewhere along this life of mine that things fall into place

Ive been thru too much to always have to struggle like this all the time

Its just i dont really know if thats the type of life i was born to have

All my life its been one hardship after the other

I guess that will be just another chapter in my life

good or bad but will the main character in my story make it

or will he just be another tragedy waiting to happen

[yeawutever]

Yea at times you don't know who you are until you look at yourself in the mirror, nice poem by the way.

[floating_away]

Raw and unfiltered, sounds like me talking to myself.

[mr me]

thanks for the responses i didnt say anything back because ive need to get away from this site for awhile.