ME
dont face me
degrade me
turn away
....coz i hate me
cant stand the way i act
cant stand the lies
cant understand the lows
cant control the highs
dont understand my reason
dont understand my mind
like a field full of butterflies
grey is hard to find
watch you scratch your head
watch your mind race
dont look at me
i know im out of place
dont face me
degrade me
turn away
.... coz i hate me
STALKERS POINT OF VIEW
(this one is obviously a joke between me and one of my friends)
I stand outside your window, shivering in the cold
I watch you rub your hands, the ones i long to hold
i see your lips moving, you must be on the phone
I watch you laugh and smile ... and i await for you to change your tone
I dont want you to talk to her, or acknowledge her existence
You want someone like me, who has proven to be persistent
I watch you get up, and i see you turn on your light
You look so mad "where are you bitch" .... like you want to fight
You see me by the window, and look at me like im a freak
Do you know i love you? Do you see the tear on my cheek?
but this is how i see you, from a stalkers point of view
all i secretly wanted to do ..... is watch you
SCARS
force of habit
unusual life
keep score on your arm
with a knife
each cut marks misery
anger or pain
cuts turn to scars
visable like a stain
my life is now a story
carved in my arm
until the day that i succeed
i will continue to cause this harm
Thats all from me for now ... feedback would be really nice
thanks
*kiss*
PEACE