It has been six months since my girlfriend of two years choose the easy way out and dumped me by leaving me a voicemail message on my phone at work. She didn't give a reason, she said it was over and that she couldn't tell me in person because it was too hard on her. I tried for a month to get an answer as to why, but she responded saying I was being selfish. Now, six months later I still feel like the day this happened. I have a tremendous empty feeling that is with me every waking hour. I did so much for her in the 2 years we were together I still am in shock that someone can be so cold and heartless and show so much disrespect. I loved this woman so deeply and still do even after all she's done. I want to feel normal again, I'd like to be able to sleep, I'd like to be able to do the things I used to like to do, but I just can't seem to. I am afraid that I may carry this with me for longer than I should and this will keep me from trusting anyone ever again. I just want the emptiness that has been with me for the last 6 months to go away
