PurpleRomantic

I thought about you all day at work. My phone was left at home, and the first thought in my mind was what if you need me? Then I figured that was a silly thought. You don't anymore.

At times I think that we have a future, and other times I wonder what kind of person you'll grow into in the next few years. Will the new you complement me as a person when we meet in the future? If we meet? Will I still care? I'm going downtown shortly to take pictures on this perfectly frigid night, and staying well away from your street. It would be so nice to have you with me, because I always loved our little adventures.

Today is day 3 of not communicating. I hung out with our new mutual friend yesterday and was saddened beyond belief that we hit it off so well and that this situation is happening. It's okay though, because you need her more than I do. I hope you find a kindred spirit in her, or someone else. You're still my best friend even though the no contact feels real this time. I wonder when you will realize that my keys are gone. Will you look for them one day and find it out for yourself? Will she tell you when you hang out this weekend? I miss you.

I have to say, after reading every single post, this thread has given me hope. Not necessarily of getting back together, but of getting my own life back on track. I have all the time in the world to focus on me now, and there were really great examples of people crashing through the emotional walls of their break-ups. This is one of the reasons I joined this site after lurking for a while.