I am 20/male and with a girlfriend (1 year), it started when i was 14 years old, everytime i am ansy or i masturbate i fantasize girls but also about guys with very large penises. I am just in love with large penises, it does not matter what the guys looks like. but the thing is that i am straight, i dont even like the sight of two guys kissing. I do like receiving anal penetration (i bought a large dildo). What should i do, should i try to hook up with a well hung guy or should i try to just keep using the dildo. I am so confused, i even fantasize about well hung men forcing me and penetrating me. am i bi or gay or what???