chidecoi

Did you start contacting her after? Do u guys see each other during that 7-8 months?

dear x, I still love you no matter what happened. My feeling for you might have changed day by day because the way you are acting now. However, I know deep down somewhere, my heart is still for you baby. I miss you and all the time that we had been together. I now regret all the things that I haven't had time to do it with you. I was a bad boy friend that made your feeling changed. Now I know you are enjoying your life, you are trying to make your life so much easier and better for you. I dont know whether you still love me or not, you hate me or not because day and day you are still trying to avoid me. Is it because we are both get into too emotional every time we see each other? I know after the break up, I was the completely mess, I should have listened to others and left you alone. May be it will change what is going on right now. However, I did it, I came to your house and talked my heart out. I pretty sure I didn't sound really desperate but by that act, YOU would think that I was. I talked to you a few times but I felt like you tried to distant me. I was so disappointed at myself for acting this way. Now I know there is nothing I do can change u unless you really think about it, my love. I miss you and its so hurt and painful to see you everyday in front of me, same class, same school, same major that I can't really have a hug for u, I love you.